Day: September 24, 2021

Hello beautiful awakeners and welcome to the month of August! What I have channelled for August is that this is a month of peaking. Now, what I mean by that is everything on the polarity scale, which is pretty much this entire reality is getting to a peak point, which it’s kind of like water boiling, like the boiling point, from what my understanding and what I’ve channelled. There are really only two directions that we can go after August. And really, even within August, we either get to the boiling point and we spillover, or we get to the boiling point and we change who we are. I’m not just talking at an individual level, but I’m also talking at a systemic level. We are getting to this peak point within society. I will put it into other terms for you.

At a systemic level, there’s a lot of corruption. There’s a lot of lies. There’s a lot of really bullshit that is happening and being projected at this time, the dark side is going to get to a peak point where they are so scared, they’re going to push even harder. That means psychic attacks. That means more fear. That means more propaganda. That means more pressure at a systemic level. But then if we take a look at an individual level, that means, the individuals in your life, your loved ones, your family members, your friends, the individuals who are refusing to change. And Hey, we all have one of those in our life. They are going to get to a boiling point. They’re going to get to a peak point. And at this peak point, they are either going to double down on their behaviours, their old habit patterns, their belief systems and their pride, their ego, double down, I’m all in, Fuck it I’ll lose whatever I need to lose, but I’m all in. Or tail between the legs.

They’re going to realize what a fool they’ve been and they’re going to change. That’s what we’re gonna see in August. It is going to be a month of extremes, but hopefully, a month of also change and transition and awakening. I also believe too, that the number of individuals who have been asleep, who have been on autopilot is also going to awaken and ascend because once you get to that boiling point, and instead of boiling over, you choose to change. You start to activate yourself and you start to awaken. You get to a point where the behaviour, the route that you’ve been taking has not been getting you to your most ideal, most loving, most happy life. And you decide to take a different path. That’s how I awakened. I realized that I wasn’t the person I wanted to be. I realized that my life wasn’t actually as great as I was convincing myself.

It was, and I decided to take a different path. It doesn’t mean that that path has to be right, but at least it’s different. At least it’s a change. And that’s what August is all about. So for you, because you’re here, you’re reading this. Obviously, you have awakened you’re on your journey and, you’re in it. So what I can predict for you listening to this right now in the month of August is that you’re going to be hit with challenges. You’re going to be hit with repeated patterns. And in those moments, you are going to be forced to either boil over and double down or to change. 

And that’s all that I ask is that when you are confronted with a challenging situation and you would think to yourself, what would I usually do? Um, I would usually not say anything. I would usually not stir the pot. I would usually back out completely. What could you do instead is, speak up, say something, stand in your power. As long as you are willing to change for the month of August, then you’re willing to grow and move forward and ascend to a higher vibrational frequency level. So what we’re going to be experiencing in August is a very, very small fractal of what the world is going to be experiencing at a systemic collective level. But also what the people who haven’t changed are going to be experiencing at an individual level.

So, what I would recommend for other people in your life who are changing or being forced to change is to stop enabling them. Stop not speaking up, stop giving in to their demands, Stop shying away from their energy. Stand up, stand in your power, understand your truth. And that right there is not only going to create change within your vibrational frequency level but will create change within everyone, around you as well. And that’s why we’re here to learn and to give back.

So have an amazing month of August. Stay true to yourself. Choose change whenever you can, and always bring Conscious awareness to every choice that you make throughout your day.

I will see all of you in the fifth dimension frequency.

2021 has been a year of chaos, polarity, fear, duality, projection, toxic masculinity… to say the least. But it’s also been a year of uncovering the truth and figuring out who you are and accessing new channels and opportunities and vibrations. This month is all about balance. How do we find a balance between our own reality and the projected matrix that is around us?

I’m gonna tune in, see what the vibration holds, see what the GFL has to say right now at this time. And then we will unpack this information further in the Galactic Federation event.

So just one second…

Okay, so balance always comes down to neutrality. We’ve talked about this a lot, as well as objective observation. And so the first thing that the Palladian Security Council wanted to relay is the easiest way to experience this dualistic reality is to become a master of this reality. Which is to say, to fully experience one side of the coin, as well as allow yourself to fully experience the other side. How do we do that? They basically relayed the message that as long as we are in one aspect or one paradigm of this reality, and we’re aware of the paradigm that we enter into, then we will always have the awareness to switch out of that paradigm. It’s kind of like saying, we are disempowered when it comes down to our, autopilot programming. If I’m just a human, and I’m doing the human things, and I’m cooking dinner, and I’m taking care of my kids, and I’m doing my job, and I’m communicating with my husband, or whatever the thing is. Sometimes, most of the time, when we’re in that place, we’re not actually fully aware of the things that we’re doing. Therefore, we’re not aware that we chose to do those things. Therefore, we’re not aware that we have the power to and choose or to rechoose what we want to do, or how we want to experience it on a day-to-day basis.

So say, for example, you’re having an issue with a family member. It’s not enough to just kinda spiritually bypass and say, “Oh, well, the universe will take care of it and I’m just gonna float along.” Dive into it! How does that make you feel? What energy are you navigating with that dynamic and that challenge? What past life are you tapping into? What are you clearing? What are you healing? What are you learning? If you’re going to be there, then be there but be aware of being there. Then allow yourself to pivot into a new frequency, into the opposite of that perception, into the opposite of that challenge. Allow yourself to spend time with friends who see you, who get you, they are your cosmic family. But it doesn’t undermine the experience that you’re having in a low vibrational frequency. As long as you are aware of the experience that you’re having, and that you’ve created from moment to moment every single day, you will always maintain the power to choose a different frequency. That means to either step back completely from your current reality existence day-to-day and just chill in neutrality. Just watch Netflix… I don’t know, right? But find that neutrality. Or you can choose to pivot into the extreme opposite end of what you’re experiencing.

The biggest thing is awareness. That’s what the security council really has to relay at this time. It is the objective awareness of the state of being and not necessarily the state of being itself, that counts. And of course, I do have to add in perception. It is the perception of the state of being that you’re in. For some people, getting into a car accident is the worst day of their lives. For other people, it’s a miracle that helped them to pivot their lives in a more positive direction. We have the power to choose the perception surrounding our reality from moment to moment. And if you can truly appreciate, like really truly appreciate every moment and every challenge, then you will allow yourself to pivot and realign.

This month, I wanna talk all about transition, change, ascension, moving into the fifth dimension frequency, but also balance. We exist in a polarized reality. And sometimes it’s good to check ourselves. Make sure that we are balanced and aligned to our best and highest self, even on the shitty days!

So thank you all so much for being here and reading this. I hope to see all of you in my new VAX course, and even more so I hope to see all of you at the Galactic Federation event where we can all feel a little bit more connected to the individuals who really care for us, and a lot more aligned in our human day-to-day lives.

Bye for now, I will see all of you in the fifth dimension frequency!

Let’s dive into one of the most exciting topics that I love talking about, which is 5D memory and the awakening. Throughout the years of going through past life regressions, and being on my own journey of awakening, I have discovered that the use of memory can really change and shift our entire lives. So, I’d like to talk a little bit about my understanding of memory and give you my own personal story and experiences. Then, we will dive even deeper and talk about how you can actually overcome and be in complete control of memory within yourself. I find that having complete control over your own memory really can dictate and determine the way that your life unfolds. 

The first thing that I want to talk about with regards to memory is that all of our attachments, reactions, and expectations typically come from memory. The reason why I say this is because our memory creates something that we like to call our Ego. Most of the time, we hear about the ego being a really bad thing, “Oh, that guy’s got too much of an ego,” or, “They were stuck in their ego,” or, “it was an ego projection.” Those are all very valid, but not a lot of people talk about the ego as being a really good thing. 

The way that I perceive the ego, especially in objectively being aware of my own and helping others through theirs, what I understand is that our ego is simply an autopilot programming. Especially when we go through a lot of trauma, pain or heartache in our life, our ego tends to step in, and take control. When we feel like we are spiraling out of control or when we feel like our emotions are getting the best of us. We basically put our walls up, we don’t want to make any decisions, and we take a step back. And that’s when our programming, our autopilot steps in and says, “You’ve done this before, you’ve made this choice before. Therefore, you’re going to be safe in making that choice again.” In taking that safe route, our ego basically tries to protect us from going into directions that may not be safe.

Say, for example, you are walking home from work, and it’s really dark, and usually it’s not that late when you walk home. Instantly, in that moment you have a choice to make, do I go through the park? Or do I take the street? In the past, you’ve always taken the street, and you’ve always been safe. Also, in the past, you’ve taken the shortcut through the park, and yet there’s maybe some sketchy or shady characters in the park. So, instantly, your ego, your autopilot programming is going to alert you and let you know that the safer route is on the street, using the streetlights. 

Our ego is just a safety mechanism, and is not a bad thing by any means. But that being said, we don’t always need to be safe. We don’t always need to be protected. When we don’t think about things consciously in life, and we don’t make those conscious and present decisions, then we allow that ego or that programming to rule our lives. Then all of a sudden, we are not making our own decisions, but we are allowing the past to dictate our present.

I just want to define the ego in my own definition. Feel free to take or leave this definition. I would define the ego as an accumulation of memories, thoughts, actions, and reactions of the past that make up who we are/our perception in the present moment. I truly believe that who we are as a human is the embodiment of what our perception is perceiving. So, if I were to show you the color of teal, half of you are going to say that it looks green, and the other half of you are going to say that color looks blue. It doesn’t matter. At the end of the day, there’s no right or wrong, but there is a perception. Our perception is based on the past, and our perception creates our reality. It creates our ego. It creates our attachment to labels. It creates our projection. Essentially creating who we are.

We don’t always have to be our perception. We don’t always have to be our ego. And that’s the whole point. Not only reprogramming and deprogramming our ego and our habit patterns, but also choosing when to listen to that programming. Sometimes, the ego is important to step in and to let us know that something doesn’t taste right because you’ve tasted it before. That’s the whole purpose of the ego. But that being said, the ego was designed, the ego, the pre-programming, the autopilot in our mind, was designed for survival. Our ego, our programming, is actually designed around the fight-or-flight function of our brain. Some scientists even like to call this function, the reptilian brain, that fight-or-flight mechanism. 

When we have traumas, emotions, triggers, heartbreaks that happen in life, more and more and more, we build our walls up, we design and create our ego, our perception, our programming, and a lot of the times our ego is designed and created around the fight-or-flight mechanism. So, at every single moment, we’re looking to defend ourselves. In every moment, we’re looking to protect ourselves, blame others or prove ourselves right or wrong. And it all comes down to that ego. 

One of the biggest aspects of ego that I have observed is memory. If you really think about it, our current state of perception is based on our past actions and reactions to life. That being said, our actions and reactions are based on things that happen. We only ever repeat decisions of the past based on memories of the experiences that we had in the past. Therefore, our memory is creating our present moment. Our memory is creating our perception. A lot of the times we remember the things that are the loudest that have happened. 

I want you to take a moment right now, and think about your biggest memories of the past. Just take a minute. What can you remember the most? What comes up as clear as day for you? Just take a moment, move through all of the emotions, move through all of the memories.

Okay. What I want you to really think about is the context of those memories. What where the ones that came up the most and were the most vivid? I guarantee you that the memories that came up for you are ones of either high-high elation, high joy, or they’re ones of super, super dark times. Maybe it was your father passing away. Maybe it was the day that you got married. Maybe it was the birth of your first child. But most likely, the memories that came up for you in that moment were a very extreme of either the love or the fear. Life or death, really. It really comes down to that. So, here’s my story. Here’s how I started to really perceive and understand memory, and then I’ll tell you what to do with this. 

It was years ago, maybe six or eight years ago, time is kind of weird, I was getting my third tattoo, and this tattoo was on the back of my neck. Now, of course, I always get tattoos based on downloads, which means when a huge revelation, when a huge piece of the universal puzzle comes to me, I love to imprint it on my body. It’s weird, but I love to do it. Anyway, I was getting this tattoo on the back of my neck. I had a friend of mine come over and do the tattoo. So, here I am, I’m laying in the middle of my kitchen on a bunch of pillows, and he’s doing the back of my neck. Now, you would think that a neck tattoo would really be painful. At that time, I had just come back from a retreat called Vipassana. I was really practicing the understanding of equanimity, which is the practice of observing everything without reaction. It sounds simple, but it’s pretty tough. 

So here I am, I’m getting this tattoo and I’m trying to observe the sensation of the tattoo without reacting to the sensation at all. By doing so, I started to get into a very deep state of meditation, a very deep state of trance. I was so relaxed and focused on this objective observation of the sensation that I actually fell asleep. It was nearing the end of that tattoo, where my friend kind of shook me awake and said, “Hey, hey, are you okay? Did you pass out? Is it that painful?” And I tell him, “Oh, are we done? I was just so relaxed, I ended up falling asleep.” And he’s like, “Whoa, that’s pretty wild.” It’s very rare that someone falls asleep on a tattoo table, and I passed right out.

Then afterwards, I was sitting on the couch, and we were just chatting, the artist didn’t cover the tattoo yet and we’re just waiting for it to air out. I go up and I stretch, and I actually rub my hand on the back of my neck. So, here I am, touching my open wound, my tattoo on the back of my neck, and I say, “Whoa, that was weird. Why would I touch this thing that just happened to me?” Then we carry on, go through the conversation. Couple minutes later, boom, I end up touching the back of my neck again! Now I’m really thinking to myself, “This is so weird.” The reason why it was so bizarre for me to do that is because of the simple fact of– remember, when you were a kid, and you would scrape your knee and that was all you could think about? Not just in that moment, but the whole day, is the burning sensation. Maybe it wasn’t even just that whole day, but it was the whole week that you thought about that injury on your knee.

I went through at least half of that tattoo completely awake and just in that state of observation. And then, the other half I was asleep. So, it’s not like I just fell asleep and forgot that it happened. Here’s where the huge download of memory came to mind. When we are in a state of observation, it means that we are not reacting to situations around us. When we are in a state of not reacting, we actually don’t create a memory of that thing in the third dimension. Before we move on, I want to talk about and define third dimension memory. It’s super simple, super easy. I define the third dimension as this physical reality. Everything that we can touch, see, smell, hear, taste. This is all contained within the third dimension.

There are two main aspects of the third dimension that we all need to just be aware of, time and space. Space being the physical atomic structure of the world around us. And then, of course, time being that ticking thing on the clock. Within the third dimension, we are limited by both time and space. So what is third-dimension memory? Third-dimension memory is memory that is created and stored in our brain. And the only reason why it’s third-dimensional is because it is stored by a physical component. It’s like thinking of an external hard drive being our brain. Third-dimension memory is memory, situations, actions, reactions that happen to us that are stored in the cortexes of our physical brain.

Once again, there is a huge correlation that I have discovered, and I’m sure many other scientists and whoever else have discovered this as well, but I don’t do external research. So, I’ve discovered that memory, 3D memory, physical memory is created by reaction. When we do not react to something, either physically or emotionally, we do not create a memory around it. Once again, why is this relevant? It’s relevant because our memory dictates all of the things that we really don’t want to be thinking about. All of the questioning, the self-doubt, the limitations, the beliefs, and holding ourselves back. It’s created by fear that has been derived from memory of situations that have happened in the past. We can override this by stepping into something called 5D memory, fifth-dimensional memory. 

My definition of 5D memory is memory that is stored in the cloud. This has actually been talked about and has been talked about for generations. In very ancient times, 5D memory was called the Akashic records. Some of you may know what this is, some of you may not, and that’s okay. The Akashic records are basically all of the– let’s call them memories and experiences, stored in our soul’s vibration. Everything that has happened to us in the past including past incarnations, past lifetimes, as well as anything and everything that has and will happen to us in the future, are all stored in something called the Akashic record. I like to call it 5D memory. It just resonates with me more.

I call this 5D memory cloud memory storage. If you could imagine a huge cloud above you of all energy, and this energy is all of your experiences in this lifetime as well. So, the beautiful thing about 5D memory and cloud storage is that you don’t need to think about things in a linear way to know the answer to something in the moment. Let me make it tangible, let me bring it down, and let me just give you a pretty good example.

You’re just about to leave for a meeting, or for work, or for lunch, and you’re leaving your house and your keys are nowhere to be found. You have no idea where your car keys are. In that moment, you have a choice to make. Do you want to utilize 3D memory? Which is old, traditional, linear memory stored in the brain? Or, do you choose to use 5D memory? I’m going to give you a tangible application to this. In that moment, we all typically go right for 3D memory, which means that in that moment, you’re tracing your steps back, which is very linear. Backtrack. “Where was I?” “ I was here, and then I was here. Where did I have my keys last? I think it was there, but then I might have placed them there.” Okay, that is  a lot of headaches, it’s a lot of pushing yourself. It just doesn’t feel right, and it doesn’t feel free. That’s 3D memory. And then, maybe eventually, you’ll end up finding your keys, it’ll just take a little longer.

5D memory is something different altogether. Now, in that moment, instead of freaking out and allowing your ego to project this feeling of uncertainty, in that moment, have confidence in yourself and say, “I’m the last one who touched my keys. I know exactly where they are. All I have to do is tap into the cloud.” So, instead of freaking out or projecting a reaction to the situation, because it’s within the reaction where we create a memory, it’s definitely difficult to go back into memory when we’re in a state of reaction. 

In that moment, if you want to use 5D memory, it means clearing your mind. Getting to a place of absolute clarity. No reaction, no attachment, no expectation, just a clear mind. And then, you also have to have the trust and the confidence in yourself as well. You can do it!  In that moment, just say, “I know where my keys are. So, where are they?” Close your eyes, quiet your mind, allow the image to pop in. Maybe it’s not an image, maybe it’s a word, maybe it’s a knowing. A lot of times it’s just a sense of knowing. It’s going to take a little while at first. This is channeling! I mean, you can literally channel. This is tapping into your psychic abilities. Everyone can do this. Quiet your mind. Focus on the intention. What do you want? You want your keys. Where are they? You know where they are. Allow the image to pop in. It may take a minute. For some of you who are difficult and trusting yourself, it may take five minutes. 

The more and more you do this practice, the easier and faster and faster those memories are going to be popping into your mind. There is no thinking involved. It’s actually the opposite. You are not using your logical physical brain. You are using the 5D memory. Why store anything in your brain when you can just get it from the cloud? I promise that not only using this technique is going to allow you to have more confidence, more trust in yourself, but it’s also going to allow you to utilize your intuition more often. And it’s going to allow you to pull a lot of crazy information into the present moment when you need it the most. Not when you’re pushing for it. 

As we raise our vibration, we are all shifting. As we are shifting into this new vibration, there are a lot of aspects of society and of our own internal personal dynamics that are no longer serving us. They’re no longer exciting us. They’re no longer really even working for us. So, it’s time to step up, raise your vibration, and understand that there’s a different way that you can go about thinking and doing just about anything. I hope that next time you lose something in your life, you will stop in the present moment, and you will trust yourself enough to receive the information that you need in that moment. 

It’s time to understand who you are and what you’re capable of.

Let’s talk about the Awakening, and how we can all shift into the right vibrational frequency. A lot of us have been feeling the shift and have had symptoms of Awakening. But many of us don’t exactly know what’s going on. 

I’m going to be talking about the physical symptoms, energetic signs of the Awakening. As well as guide you on how to Awaken and how to shift yourself to that vibrational frequency level where you’re feeling content, happy, elevated, energetic, passionate, and motivated. That’s a place that I think all of us want to get to. And it’s not that far away, either.

So, what exactly is the Awakening? If I were to really summarize it, how would I define it? And a lot of people are starting to wake up, yet not a lot of people are aware of the terms. With that considered, I would define the Awakening is a shift in vibrational frequency. I believe that waking up (in a sense) is just simply shifting your vibration. And in shifting your vibration, a lot of things happen.

Essentially, if the shift happens the right way, your whole life changes, but the number one thing that I find that typically happens during an Awakening, is that you begin to be self-actualized. That’s a pretty cool term, but what does it really mean? From my own channeling and understanding, I believe that self-actualization is the awareness of oneself to the point where we can really be either subjective in one moment, coming from a perception, or we can be objective in one moment, coming from this third-party detached view. It’s really important for all of us as Humans, to hop in and out of our own perception.

Why is it important for us to hop in and out of our own perception? As you probably know, if we get too caught up in our own mind, and our own projection and perception, we really hold ourselves back from seeing things the way that they are. Rather than the way that we think they should be. If we get too caught up in our projection and our perception, then we lose sight at the bigger picture. The more and more we become self-actualized, the more we raise vibrational frequency or this Awakening, the more we see life from a different perception, which can be a really huge benefit! Through that different perception, we can also start looking and analyzing our life in a very different way as well. Part of that analysis comes down to the age old question… “Am I really happy?” Part of that analysis has a lot to do with questioning, not just everything and everyone around you, but questioning yourself. 

“Am I happy?” “Am I living the life that I’ve always wanted to live?” “Am I where I need to be or where I want to be?” “Am I doing things out of obligation or out of pure want and desire?” 

Once we start to raise our vibration, a lot of things in our life are called into question. To be honest, they’re called into question for good reason. When we think about waking up, it’s really just the understanding that we are starting to be much more aware of who we are in the grand scheme of things, rather than what we’re doing in the grand scheme of things. Unfortunately, a lot of people out there are living their lives on autopilot, they aren’t necessarily awakened because they’re not simply aware of who they are and why they’re here. To be honest, from my own perception and awareness of Humanity, people are scared to ask those bigger questions. I think that people are afraid to ask if they’re happy or not for fear of the answer to be “no… I am not happy.”

So what happens if that is the ultimate answer? Well, then we have a decision to make. 

Are you going to change your life for the better? Of course, but change takes work. Or, are you going to continue to live that mundane, rudimentary, day to day life, where you’re questioning everything, but you’re not doing anything about it? A big part of the shift in vibration is, it’s almost pushing us, all of us, myself included, to change, to shift, to awaken. You have to ask yourself, “Are you ready?” “Am I ready to shift, to change, to awaken?” 

Whether you know who I am or not, most likely you’ve been Awakening. There are a lot of dates that have come up, but I find that between 2016 to 2018 was a huge shift for everyone. A lot of people broke down and scraped back the layers of their life that no longer serve them. Maybe it was a relationship that crashed and burned, or a job that was lost. Even if it is perceivably out of your control, you are always creating your own contracts. 

Let’s talk about the physical and the energetic symptoms of Awakening. It’s important that you are validated in what you’ve been going through so that you don’t feel: A) alone and, B) crazy. And I know, trust me, I’ve been there too. The main physical symptom of Awakening from my own perspective is exhaustion. Once again, the Awakening is a shift in vibrational frequency. As we are shifting, we are raising our vibration, we’re raising our energy, as we do so, we’re still dealing with the lower vibrations or the lower energies that are around us. In the middle of your Awakening shift, you will constantly be hopping from a high vibration to a low vibration.That’s why a lot of us have been hibernating. I don’t know about you, but I have been hibernating for the past couple of years. It’s because it’s too exhausting to deal with the outside world when I’m going through my own thing, but it’s getting better. 

Second physical symptom of the Awakening is body pains. This is important because having weird aches and pains all across your body, especially when they come on very suddenly, has a lot to do with your body releasing energy, that does not serve you anymore. Part of that is intermingled with karma and past lifetimes. So, we’re actually releasing a lot of old injuries or old traumas to our body now from past lifetimes and that’s a huge part of the Awakening as well. 

If you think about trauma, pain, and injury in your body in past lifetimes, or this lifetime in the past, it’s a low vibrational frequency or it’s a low perception that we have attached to that area of our body. That’s why the pain has to come up again, just to release anything else that you’ve been holding in there.

The third symptom of Awakening is developing weird eating habits. This is really funny, and I’ve really been going through this myself in the past couple of years. Sometimes, I’m really, really hungry for pistachios. Sometimes, I’m really, really thirsty. And other times, I’m so nauseous, I can’t eat a thing. It’s just weird, either over hungry, lack of appetite, and also nausea. These are big symptoms of Awakening. It has a lot to do with your solar plexus shifting. I also have headaches as well, which has a lot to do with your third eye and crown chakra activating.

Let’s talk about energetic signs of Awakening. If you have been more emotional in the past three years or even just more emotional in the past couple of months, then you are definitely feeling the signs and the symptoms of Awakening. One of two energetic signs are at play here. The first is that we are living our lives on the surface level. So, you’re going to work, you have a family, you’re listening to podcasts, you’re doing your thing, and that’s great. You’re living life on the surface level. We deal with things, or maybe not, on the surface level at a moment-to-moment, day-to-day basis. However, there is actually a whole other layer of energy, vibration, and emotion that we cannot perceivably or tangibly see in front of us, yet it is still always affecting us.

The other energetic sign typically, you might hear, “Oh, you’re just being sensitive.” But really, it’s your empathic qualities and empathic abilities, heightening. What’s happening is that you’re getting more and more sensitive to the world around you because you are more in tune with your own energy. If you are becoming more and more self-actualized, which is really just self-awareness, then essentially you are becoming more aware of the energies that affect you.

Have you ever heard of nature versus nurture?  Let me pose another question… When you’re growing up and what has the bigger impact?  Is it nurture and how your parents raised you? Or, is it your nature, being your genetics and your predispositions? I believe that not only are we dealing with the effects of nature and nurture, but I also believe that we’re dealing with past lifetimes.

Now, unlike nature and nurture, there are things that affect us energetically and we move on. With past lifetimes, they affect us and we perceivably move on at the surface level, but they still follow us and affect us on a day-to-day basis. Think about an irrational fear of the ocean yet never having a bad experience in the ocean. This is one of those layers that I’m talking about that are always there, but we cannot perceive it. 

In the past couple of years, not only have we been dealing with the world around us as it is, but we are also dealing with the rush of past life karmic energy that is coming up to the surface that we are being forced to deal with. Once again, when moving on to this higher vibrational state, we cannot take any energetic baggage or low vibrational frequency with us.

I just want to mention that it is quantum physics that states that two vibrations, two energies, of a different frequency cannot coexist in the same space creating polarity. Within this scientific understanding of polarity and energy, a tangible example is the radio. A radio doesn’t work without stations right? You think about 91.7 and 105.5. That’s fantastic, two great radio stations!  Those two radio station frequencies cannot coexist on the frequency. You’ll hear both frequencies interrupting each other with an incohesive mix of heavy metal and country… It’s just the laws of physics. We have to think about this with energy and vibration as well. We’re purging out all of the low stuff in order to really live that high vibrational life. 

Let’s dive into a few other energetic signs like experiencing anxiety and depression. Let me just start by saying that it’s okay if you’ve been feeling really sad, or really lonely, or really disconnected, or really freaking anxious. It’s a huge part of raising your vibration and ascending to the next level. The reason why it’s a huge part of raising your vibration is because we have to deal with the low vibration before we step into the high vibration. We have to deal with our old selves before becoming our new selves. We can’t take any of that old, limiting stuff with us. I feel for the poor people out there who have no idea there’s something called ‘New Age Spirituality” or Awakening. They’re just going through all of these symptoms, and they have no idea what’s going on with them. They’re going through this phase of feeling everything, experiencing this rollercoaster ride of emotions on their own, and feeling they’re absolutely crazy. 

The feeling of thinking that you are the only one going through this shift or wondering “why aren’t I strong enough to deal with this?” or “why am I all of a sudden so sensitive” or “why am I eating everything in my fridge?” Can create a lot of depression. Mostly the feelings of anxiety, and the fluttering in the stomach comes from shifts in the solar plexus. We have to realize that these things have a very logical explanation as far as why they’re happening. There is a lot of Ego pushback, strong mind thoughts, negativity, and a lot of old habit patterns are coming back. This is all a part of your shifting signs of Awakening.

I bet the whole shifting process doesn’t really sound like a great experience does it? Well, that’s because we are forced to deal with the stuff that we haven’t dealt with for years. I think we can all agree that we haven’t been properly dealing with our emotions, our energies and our traumas of the past, (whether or not you’re aware of them) very well. Then the main reason why we haven’t been dealing with our shit is because in reality, we were never taught how to deal with our shit. We were busy in school, engulfed in the education system, learning about geography and history and bullshit that we’re never going to apply to our present moment. What we weren’t taught is how to properly deal with things like abandonment or anger or jealousy. Which can affect us in our present moment. 

So, How do we overcome all of that? I would say the number one thing is just surrender. Try not to push back on the emotions that you’re feeling. Just accept and love yourself, no matter what. That’s the number one thing. Surrender to it. You’re not waving a white flag. You’re not throwing in the towel. You are just openly surrendering, and within that surrender, you can actually be vulnerable. Within that vulnerability, it’s a lot easier to break down your walls to actually shift. Not for anyone else, but for yourself. 

The other thing to help you shift is let everything go that doesn’t serve you. If you go into work every day and you tell yourself, “I hate what I do. I hate my job. This isn’t serving me,” or, “This doesn’t make me feel good,” or, “My boss makes me feel disempowered,” that’s pretty much a good indication that all of that isn’t serving you and it’s about time to move on, to move forward.

The last is trust and listen to your intuition. Super, super, super important. You are the only one who knows what you need. You’re the only one who is able to get you to where you want to go. That is not a teacher, that is not a guru, that is not your boss, that is not your wife, that is not your husband, it’s not your dog. No one is going to show you what you need. No one is going to tell you how to live your life. It really comes down to you. Therefore, in taking full responsibility for the life that you are living, you have to make choices that really do serve you. 

You may be thinking “how do I make that choice? How do I make that right choice?” It all comes down to trusting yourself. Do not externalize your power into anyone or anything else other than you. That’s it. So, trust and listen to your intuition. At all times, your intuition is telling you, “This is good. This is not good. This feels right. This doesn’t feel right.” It is with our projection, our autopilot, fears and our walls, where we actually refuse to listen to our own intuition. 

Say, for example, you walk into a grocery store, to do your weekly shop.  You look around and think, “Well, Wednesdays, we have spaghetti. Friday is meatloaf,” You get all the things you usually get. But what if you were to stand there and just say, “Okay, intuition, lead the way. Show me what I need to make the kids this week.” All of a sudden, you’re going down the pharmacy aisle. All of a sudden, you’re looking at the cough medicine. You’re like, “Oh, no one is sick right now. I don’t need this, why would I spend extra money?” You forget about it, you go home. Two days later, your little boy is coughing on the couch. You’re like, “Ah, dang. I wish I listened to my intuition.” We all have those moments, but if we catch ourselves in those moments, and we just trust the intuition that’s coming through, our life is going to be a lot easier because there’s a lot of back and forth that we all do, not listening to our true intuition.

The last step is to find new things that excite you. We’re letting go of stuff that doesn’t serve us. We’re surrendering to the emotions that are coming up. We are trusting and listening to our intuition. After you’ve done all of that, it’s time to really start anew. It’s time to really live the life that you deserve to live. A part of that is doing new things, meeting new people, trying new foods. If I were to ask you what excites you, you are probably so in between two different vibrations, you don’t even know what excites you because all you know is that the stuff that used to excite you a year ago or 10 years ago, no longer fuels your fire, no longer pushes you forward. So, you’re kind of at a loss, and that’s okay. 

The reason why you have no idea what excites you right now, is because you haven’t rediscovered/discovered your new self. Who is the new you at a new vibration? What do you like to eat? What don’t you like to eat? What movies do you like to watch? All of this has changed with your vibration. You are a new person, and it is finally time to start asking yourself, who am I? Why am I here? What do I want? And what’s really going to fuel me every day? What’s really going to challenge me and wake me up and bring me into the present moment and excite me? What is that? What is that ideal life that I promise you all could be living? 

Let’s review our steps to overcoming the process of Awakening. Step number one, surrender. Step number two, let go of everything that doesn’t serve you, that could be a job, that could be a friend, that could be unhealthy dynamic with a parent. Number three is trust and listening to your intuition. Lastly, number four, how do you shift? How do you awaken? Get excited and try something new.

I hope this inspires you to step out of your comfort zone and really start questioning the reality you have created. You have the power within to make that SHIFT to a higher vibration.

Are you ready for the experience?