Day: October 6, 2021

Today, I am deep diving once again, into one of my favorite topics, which is simulation theory. I had a huge breakthrough the other night in understanding that simulation theory is flawed. Not only am I going to really just lay out the basics of simulation theory, but I’m also going to be adding to the theory as well. Whether you have no idea what this is, or you’ve done a lot of studying about it, you will learn something new in this epic blog post. 

The first thing I want to talk about is my own personal obsession with simulation theory. Even before I ever knew what it was, I was interested in it. We’re going to be talking about what it is and all of that great stuff. Just to start off with, I just want to mention that simulation theory is basically the theory or understanding that we are all living in one giant virtual reality, that everything that we have around us is actually just an illusion, that it’s not real. Now, we’ll talk a little bit further about this. I wanted to mention my own obsession, how this has sparked my own internal exploration of this theory. 

Ever since I was a kid, I was obsessed with the game, The Sims. Some of you may know it, some of you may not, maybe you’re a millennial, and you love it just as much as I do. To be honest, I’m 26, and I still play The Sims. Now, you could be an alien as a sim, you can be a ghost, you can be like a child. I’ve always been really intrigued with this video game, because you can make your own character. You service all of the needs of that character. You build on your skills, you build a career, you build a family. There’s just so many different options and directions to take as a sim, very similar to being a human. I’ve always found it very fascinating to play out different realities within different characters. I will say though, typically, I play myself in The Sims. I always make my own character and then, I’ll have a variety of different realities to play out as myself, which is always really cool.

The second reason why I’ve always been obsessed with simulation theory without even knowing it, is I have always been really pushing and seeking for purpose. Why are we here? Who are we really? What is the purpose of all of this? I believe that simulation theory, it’s not all of it, but it definitely leads us in the right direction. Let’s talk about some definitions before we go any further. 

What is simulation theory? 

I had to google this because I don’t really know what the real definition is. Basically, the definition that came up, I believe maybe it was on Wiki, is that all reality, the Earth, humans, and the entire universe is an artificial simulation. The definition even said that it’s most likely a computer simulation. Once again, this is just a theory. This has not been proven, but a lot of astrophysicists, quantum physicists, and other really cool science people have looked into this. They basically all come to the same conclusion that it’s most likely that we are indeed living in a simulation. Before you freak out and think that your whole life is a lie, we’re going to talk about how this could actually be not so much of a scary thing and quite a liberating thing. We’re going to get to that, but let’s further break down the simulation theory and the definitions so that we’re all on the same page. 

If the definition of simulation theory is that all of reality, Earth, humans, and the universe, is just an artificial simulation, what is the definition of artificial? We really do need to break this down. I did look this up as well. The definition that I found on artificial, was that it’s not occurring naturally or it’s not real. I’m sure we can talk all day about what is real and what is not real. There’s just so many things to go into with this. But I’m not going to talk about that, Let’s just take it at face value. Artificial is just not occurring naturally. That’s what artificial is. 

Then, I just wanted to further define simulation. What is simulation? Artificial is that it’s not real and then the definition of simulation that I also found on Google is the imitation of a situation or a process. We have something that’s not occurring naturally and furthermore, it’s actually imitating a situation or a process that is occurring naturally. That’s actually what that definition of- it’s an artificial simulation. That’s very interesting!

Let’s just go over the arguments for simulation theory. If you are really interested in deep diving into this topic, please do your own research because I don’t have enough time to talk about all of these things. It is very technical. I just briefly pulled up a couple of the arguments towards and for simulation theory. The number one argument that I keep hearing over and over again, is that the universe is just simply too perfect. If you’ve ever learned about or heard about the Fibonacci sequence, the law of one or the law of binary, and if you’ve ever seen or looked into geometry, or sacred geometry, you start to understand that every single facet of this entire universe is created around these divinely perfect sacred geometric structures. Once again, it’s almost too perfect to be natural. When we take a look at computers, and we even take a look at the functionality of our brains, we start to also realize that those functionalities, those simulations, if you will, are also very divinely perfect. We’ve all learned in school that nature isn’t perfect, which is definitely a lie because it is. It really truly is when we look at nature mathematically. Okay, so that’s argument number one, is that the universe is too perfect to be natural. It’s got to be a simulation. It’s got to be created. 

Argument number two for simulation theory is simply the use of supercomputers, virtual reality, and artificial intelligence. We were unable to even conceptualize the understanding of simulation theory in the past because we weren’t able to create technology that could think for itself. Now, we have these incredibly powerful supercomputers that basically function very similar to a human brain. We have virtual reality, which is really blending the lines between what is real, and what is artificial. On top of that, we have artificial intelligence that is beginning to think for itself. Really recreate what it is to be human, which is kind of scary, but also kind of cool. Now, we’re saying, “Well, if we can create these technologies in less than 40 years with our advancement, then it just makes sense that eventually, we’re going to create our own reality and our own world, with our own sentient beings. We’re just going to play out different situations and scenarios just to see how we react and respond, or how this new civilization reacts and responds.” That’s basically argument number two. Those are the biggest arguments for simulation theory.

I just want to remind you that one of the richest and most powerful men on the planet right now, Elon Musk, stated that there is basically a one in a billion chance that we are not in a simulation. Just take that in. A billion is a really big number. He says that it’s a one in a billion chance that we’re not in a simulation. Basically saying that there’s a one in a billion chance that we are in a simulation, if that makes sense. That’s really powerful. He has a lot of information. 

I just want to play a little thought experiment with all of you. Just take the time right now, maybe you’re driving, maybe you just finished work, maybe you’re at work, maybe you’re walking your dog. But just take the time to think about this with me. Think about creating a computer simulation. Let’s go back to the video game, The Sims. You’ve got all your little kind of people, let’s call them, in this computer simulation. All of a sudden, you have the power to give those sims or those people free will. All of a sudden, you’re not controlling them, you’re not directing them. You have given them free will. They can feed themselves and create healthy social dynamics and throw parties and make decisions and get married and do all of these things. Now, think about these sims or these beings that we created in an artificial video game. Think about them all of a sudden waking up. What I mean by that is the word ‘sentience.’

All sentience means is that being, that living thing is aware of itself. This means that when you look in a mirror, you see yourself, you understand that you’re living on this planet, and you can conceptualize the idea that you are a part of the whole and also simultaneously separate from the whole. You are sentient, you are awakened, you are aware of your existence. What if all of a sudden, these characters in the video game started to be aware of their own existence? What would that mean? Would that mean that they now have full responsibility over their own lives? Or, would that mean that we now have responsibility over what they do because we created them? It messes with your mind, doesn’t it?

Simulation theory does not have to be a scary thing. One of my biggest problems with simulation theory, and I’ll just put it out there that at this point in time, with the knowledge that I have, I do believe that we’re living in a simulation. Once again, it’s not a scary thing, but I do believe that everything was created perfectly and divinely for us. Not just us as humans, but for this entire universe. It was created. That’s basically the essence of simulation theory, that we are in a created universe, not a naturally occurring universe. Very cool!

The one thing that simulation does not take into account is consciousness. Simulation theory only takes into account the container of which we’re in, not the lifeforms itself. Once again, simulation theory is all about the environment, it’s about the container, it’s about the concept of, is this entire reality just a simulation? I do believe that this entire container, this entire reality, everything that we see around us in this entire universe was created. I also believe that the bodies that we’re existing and living in as well, were created.  I don’t believe that every single being in this entire universe was created by something else. I believe that the fundamental physics within this universe, so the limitations of this computer simulation was created. 

Say, for example, you have a computer. Of course, every computer, every system, has its own limitations. The computer software itself has limitations. The hardware of the computer has limitations, very similar to this entire universe. We have limitations within the laws of physics. I believe that all of that was created. I believe that we as a soul created the containers that we’re currently existing in. And of course, we’re playing this game within this simulated reality. Therefore, we have to play within the limitations of the confines within this container. I know it’s a lot to think about, but it really starts to make sense. I believe that our own sentience, awareness, and conscious free will choice, as a soul, decided to be in the body that we are in right now. But I believe that the container of our body and this reality was created by something else.

Then, if simulation theory thinks that this entire reality is artificial, therefore it wasn’t created naturally, then the biggest question that I land on is who created this reality? If we are created, if this is artificial, then who created us? I haven’t really looked into this at a research base level. I’ve only channeled what I know. I wouldn’t be surprised that this freaks a lot of people out to think that there’s one being out there, or maybe religious people think it’s a God that created this reality or simulation. Actually, I do know this answer, which is a lot of scientists believe that it is a future version of ourselves that created this version of our virtual reality. I honestly don’t believe that that’s the case at all. I think- I don’t want to say a waste of time, but there’s bigger fish to fry than just doing that or focusing on that. 

I believe that consciousness created this physical reality. If we go all the way back into the microcosm understanding of reality and life itself, we go back to the double-slit experiment. All that says is that our conscious observation creates the physical world around us. It is only through observation, where the atoms and the particles around us are in a state of solid or wave. It is our consciousness that creates the physical reality. Therefore, energy creates this physical reality. Same goes with health. You think you’re sick, you’re going to get sick. Our thoughts create our reality. That I know for a fact has been proven, really cool! What’s to say that our consciousness, the collective consciousness in the universe, the sentient energy and vibrational frequency that just is, the heartbeat of the universe, I believe that is what created this physical simulation. 

Here we are, we’re back at the understanding and the knowing that its source energy, and conscious vibrational frequency that normally runs through and has now created the entire universe. The understanding that consciousness created this reality is not a new concept, but when we apply it to simulation theory, it is a new concept. I think that if physicists and scientists really start to take in and understand this concept, then we’re going to get way farther ahead than using the measurement and the materials and the observations that we’re using right now. If we observe our reality through our container of a human, then we are only observing the physical aspect of this reality, which means that we’re really only observing 10%- Well, let’s just say 50% of this entire reality, we’re missing a whole other world that we’re not taking into account, that we’re not observing, and that we’re not applying to simulation theory. Simulation theory is flawed because we’re only looking at the physical existence of this universe. 

When we take into account consciousness, just like in any other study, we open it up to the answers that we’re all seeking. That’s it. I believe that the only reason why consciousness created this simulation, this video game that we’re all playing, is because source, consciousness, wanted to see itself play out a variety of different experiences. That’s really what I think it is. That’s what I love to do. As my own sentient awakened being, I love deep diving into The Sims, and playing out a reality where I have kids or a reality where I’m a vet, and I have 10 dogs, or a reality where I have a girlfriend or a reality where I have a boyfriend or a reality where I’m an actress. There’s all these different things, and the observation and the intelligence and the awareness behind how these sentience freewill beings in this video game are contained within a container and having the power of consciousness, what are they going to do right with their own free will? That is the ultimate test in life. It’s not even a test, it’s the ultimate experience in life, is to just be here, and to understand our limitations, but then also to understand that we can surpass any physical limitations with our vibrational frequency with our non-physical energy. That right there, that is the true power of the universe. We all need to realize that we hold that power within ourselves in every single waking and even non-waking moment. Now that, my friends, is something to really think about, what can you do beyond the limitations of this matrix reality? 

I will leave you all with that and I encourage you all to play The Sims!

Have a beautiful and wonderful and amazing rest of your week!!

Today, I’m going to deep dive into one technique that really seems to work when trying to communicate with extraterrestrial beings. There are many different techniques, many different tools and tips and tricks, as far as how you can connect with your star family, with the fractals of yourself. 

Now, the main thing that I always want to mention when talking about connection with ETs is raising your vibration. You have to remember that we are at a lower-density dimension, we’re at a lower density of energy, and it takes a lot of work for them to get to higher planes or higher dimensions, and communicate with us all the way here in this lower dimension. So, instead of you trying to contact an eighth-dimensional Palladian, and them trying to contact you back in the third dimension, we can all independently raise our vibration to the fifth dimension and even beyond in order to better communicate with them. We need to realize that any sort of broken communication, or anytime you try and sit there in meditation, open up your third eye, connect to the ethers, and maybe you get an image, but it’s blurry. Maybe you sense that there’s a being in the room, but it’s not clear, any of that kind of stuff means that somewhere in your system, you are holding fear, which is a low vibrational frequency. Maybe part of the fear that you’re holding is that you’re not good enough to connect. Maybe part of the fear that you’re holding is that you won’t connect to the right thing, or the right being or the right frequency. Maybe part of the fear that you’re holding has to do with persecution of if you do connect, will you ever be looked at as the same by society? 

In so many cases, when we try and tap into our telepathic abilities, tap into our extrasensory abilities, tap into precognition, anytime we really try and tap in, we’re going to have to move through the lower density of the third dimension. We have to move through the fears of being human that we hold in this container of ours, and that takes a lot of work. Think about things like meditation or raising your vibration or letting go of those fears, think about it as a muscle. We have to be working diligently with that muscle, in order to be at a place where we can just tap in unfiltered, without any sort of restraint or being held back. And that’s really important. 

Once again, the main thing that I have always taught in the past is to raise your vibration to connect with them, because that’s going to be the number one thing that we can all work on, that’s easily going to get us to that place, even though it isn’t actually that easy. 

Now, the next thing that I want to mention, and the real reason for this podcast episode in particular, is a little bit of a download that came to me, and I forget actually what exactly that moment was. But it’s a tool that we can all use to communicate with extraterrestrials better. Many years ago, I would channel a lot of gray beings, just short, medium, tall, gray beings, all the good guys in a sense and all looking out for our best interest and our consciousness, vibrational frequency, and unity. Every time I would channel them, they would always give me these very odd names. Before I was able to see what I was channeling, I could feel it, I could sense it, I could hear it, it was kind of like that clairsentience of, you ask a question and you just know the answer. I was doing that a lot with these beings and this is how I telepathically communicated with them. It actually wasn’t until I asked to see them face to face, where I actually started to see them face to face. It took a little while of being comfortable in that realm and tuning into their frequency to be able to see them. I think I was just worried that I was going to be freaked out about what they looked like, really, is what I was worried about. 

Every time I would communicate with them without being able to see them, I would ask for their names. I always knew that it was a gray being, or I got extra validated that it was a gray being, because they would always give me the most human name, it was so funny. Even to this day, when I communicate with grays, maybe a part of the Galactic Federation, maybe a part of someone’s spirit guides, they always give me names like George, Peter, Jonathan, Sarah, and it’s just really funny how they give me very “white guy” names. 

I started to realize that they did this to be less intimidating, because they know that they look different than us. Also, because they have this funny sense of humor. They’re just like a foreigner to this planet. They’d want to be funny, but they don’t really– it’s always like this weird, awkward, almost humor. Another good example of their humor, which gets me to the tool that I’m about to teach, is they would show up to me all the time in these weird hats, these funky hats. Maybe sometimes it was like a sun hat. When I started to see them, they would show up, maybe it was a Santa hat. I’m like, “What are you guys doing?” This gray being in this Santa hat. I’m like, “What is happening?” Once again, I realized that it was just their sense of humor. That’s just who they are. It’s quite funny. 

This leads me to the tool. The tool is working with vibration and visuals in order to elicit an emotional response in your body and your mind, so that you can actually easily connect to these beings. Sounds weird, but it actually works. I think that in a lot of ways, this is why I’ve received a lot of gifts from these beings. They’ve given me things, maybe it’s a necklace, maybe it’s an invisibility cloak, maybe it’s a piece of information, but it looks like it’s a golden locket. They’ve given me gifts that represent downloads of information, or almost like representing a graduation. I don’t know if any of you listening have gone through this experience. It’s like an upgrade, a DNA activation, a shift, a connection to pure source, a graduation, an aha moment, a cosmic euphoria experience.

You can call it so many different things, and I’ve had these moments in my life at very pivotal moments. At first, they would come to me as this overwhelming sense of unconditional love, and I would start crying and laughing, like I look like a crazy woman. Luckily, most of these moments happened in my own home, and I was alone most of the time. The type of crying where snot is just running down your face. A lot of laughing too, because it’s just like if you could imagine that this was a God, but really, its source energy. Just imagine the golden rays of source energy shining down on you for the first time ever, that’s what it feels like. It’s being showered in this unconditional love, and you want to cry and laugh, and just feel the bliss and the joy and the cosmic euphoria.

Then eventually, I started seeing visuals that went along with these experiences. It was incredible! Also, some people would probably akin it to a psychedelic experience, even though I’m at this point in my life where, I don’t think I’ll ever probably do psychedelics or even plant medicine again. There is zero need, I am already at that place. I do not need to be tipped– Some people I’ve heard of are either maybe on ayahuasca, or taking magic mushrooms, and they’ve had very similar experiences to this as well. Literally, once again, stone-cold sober, but going through this incredible burst of pure love energy. As I closed my eyes, my third eye opened and I was in this room. It looked like it was this great hall, almost like a ballroom from back in the day. There’s all these beings there. Maybe a couple of humans, but mostly just tall, short, wide, thin, blue skin, pink skin, just all these different types of beings that were in this room. And they were celebrating, and it almost felt like confetti was falling all around us. Everything had this shimmer of gold to it. Even the room itself was just golden. 

I was walking in the center of everyone, everyone’s celebrating, and I was walking down the center. There were other people there who are also getting graduated, I wasn’t alone. There were other graduations where I was fully alone, but at this particular moment, there were other people who were walking down the center as well getting celebrated. Then at the end, we received, like I said, I think it was some sort of medal or something that they put around your neck. The word is, “You’ve graduated, you’re going to the next level.” Then it was over. It’s almost like a burst of DMT, dimethyltryptamine, is released, but also, yeah, it just feels like all of the cells in your body are singing. That’s what it feels like! 

Then, I got back into my body, I guess, and it was like nothing happened. Especially after these activations, you feel like, “Whoa, what can I do now that’s different?” I feel us as human beings, we were always looking for that tangible proof of what has changed, show me the change, rather than just being in that moment with that experience. Once again, I’m totally getting off track here, I just had to go through that, for whatever reason it came up. And maybe that validates some experiences that you guys have.

I’ve had moments as well, where these beings are giving me things like roses, and they explained that the rose represents me and as my petals fall off, I’m actually getting rebirthed. What happens is, if we use tangible, visual items in our astral world, it can actually help us connect at a deeper, more significant and even more tangible level to interdimensional beings. Imagine, right now, just taking you through a little thought experiment, imagine that you had one of your future selves in front of you off in a distant dimension, but all of a sudden, you tune into their frequency, and they’re right there, and you want to connect with them, you want to tell them how grateful you are for them being in your life. So, you give them a gift, and you give them this candle, and it’s a pure white candle, and it’s got this flame that’s already been lit, and you give them this gift and you tell them, “This flame represents our soul.” No matter how much wax or how much candlewick is there, the flame is always going to be burning. I appreciate that flame burning in your body, and you being here to support this flame, same flame burning in my body at this time. 

I mean, it doesn’t have to be that deep, and it doesn’t have to be that specific. But giving a gift allows you to connect to that moment where you are face to face with an interdimensional. In that moment, sometimes it’s so intimidating, sometimes it’s so overwhelming, having that item in your hand, maybe it’s a crystal, maybe it’s an etheric crystal, maybe it’s a flower, maybe it’s just a token of your appreciation, it’s like a little jellyfish that just floats in space, and you want to give that as a gift, that will actually anchor you into that experience rather than you just standing there with an interdimensional. That moment can be so overwhelming that it’ll take you away from the moment. It’ll put you back into the low vibration of fear and doubt. Am I really doing this? Are they really here? Are they a good guy or bad guy? It’ll put us back into that questioning.

Focusing on an item, focusing on a prop, an etheric energetic prop will actually help you connect with them and elicit a feeling. And you know what, maybe the next time you try to connect with your spirit guides, you try to connect with them with a silly hat on your head. Maybe instead of just waiting and waiting and waiting for them to respond, you start to hear laughter and you’re like, “Oh, they get it, they get my joke.” That, right there, will allow us to connect emotion to emotion. These beings, although some of them are not as emotional as human beings, we do all have this intrinsic ability to understand binary, because we all exist together in a binary universe. 

What I’m saying is work with the binary, work with polarity, work with emotion, and what spurs emotion the most is familiar items in our life. Maybe you want to show your Palladian brother how AirPods work. How hilarious is that? That’s going to allow you to connect on something tangible. So, I want you to try that technique. If it resonates with you, and if you have a cool experience, comment, comment the experience that you had from this podcast. If not, just keep up the good work, because your third eye is a muscle. We all have the ability to tap in. 

I just want to put an offer out there, that if any of you are really struggling with lower densities, lower dimensions, thoughts of fear, judgment, attachment, expectation, and you find yourself reacting a lot in life, then what that means is that you’re not in control of your own emotions. If you’re not in control of your own emotions, then you’re not in control of your reality, because your emotions are perpetuated by the thoughts in your mind. If you think about accidentally slamming your fingers in a car door, ooh, that creates an emotion. If you’re not in control of your emotions, you’re not in control of your thoughts, and therefore you’re not in control of your life. And that is our greatest gift of freewill, of absolute divine control. If you’re really struggling with that, and you’re looking for guidance, support and help and accountability, then check out my courses! 

Originally, I was selling this course for $3,000, when I just knew that it needed to be more accessible. It’s on right now for $500, that’s where it’s going to stay, four payments of $125, or whatever the math works out to. It’s an eight-week course that allows you to be aware consciously of your humanness, to be aware of your emotions, to understand where your reaction, your trauma, your triggers, where they lay in your body. This course will allow you to understand the third-dimensional aspect of yourself and allow you to release that, to let that go, to transmute and to move into 5D. The course is called 3D to 5D Shift Masterclass. I highly recommend it for anyone who’s struggling at this time. 

This is the time, right now, at the end of 2020, to get your shit together. You don’t want to be holding old limiting beliefs in programming and patterns of your mind. You don’t want to be holding that and bringing that into the new year. You deserve more than that. It’s time to invest in yourself. It’s time to wake up to your own power. And then, anything is possible, but you have to be committed. This is not a miracle course. You have to do the work. You have to critically think and analyze your life and make sure that you truly do know who you are. Therefore, you know what you want, and therefore, you’re harmonizing the cognitive dissonance that you’re creating in your own mind. 

With that, beautiful beings, lots of stuff to work on, but this is the time to do it, this is the time for inner reflection. I love each and every one of you! 

Bye for now!!

Hello again beautiful beings. Today I’m going to do something a little bit different instead of teaching, I actually just want to explain and go into detail about some really cool experiences that I’ve had in this lifetime. Even though I’m 26 years old at this time in this incarnation, I have not only lived many lifetimes on and off of this planet, but I have had many experiences in my short 26 years that has really allowed me to tap into other worlds, realms, places, dimensions, and vibrations which really allows me to have a full type of human experience.

So today I’m going to be talking about a lot of my non-physical experiences. There are so many things to talk about, I have decided to just focus on my first’s. You know, so the first in every aspect of spirituality, especially since a lot of my clients and a lot of the people out there have been having a lot of their own first experiences with spirituality and with the non-physical energy. And you know what? I teach a lot, but I don’t always explain how I’m able to receive that information or how I’m connected to spirituality through my own experiences.

The “Alien Girl”

So let’s start with my first ever alien abduction. Now, I have to just preface with the fact that I wasn’t consciously aware of the abductions that I went through when I was younger. You know what? I’m glad that I was not aware of my abductions when I was younger because I was already a weird kid, I didn’t want to be any weirder, so I’m actually really thankful I wasn’t that UFO/alien girl when I was a kid, because I’m going to be that alien girl for the rest of my life. I’m really thankful that those memories came later on, and it was actually three years ago, at the age of… I think around 24, where I got my first hypnosis regression session.

I let this hypnosis therapist know that there were memories that I knew I had blocked out from childhood, I felt like I only remember clips of childhood and I couldn’t remember all of it. I had a feeling, and it could have been anything, but I was open to understanding what was blocked out from childhood. So at the age of 24, I went back into childhood and she took me into this very, very deep trance-like state where I was able to release and let go of my ego, of my mind, of my present state of being. She told me to go back to the very first time that I had a memory relapse (that’s the way that she described it). I go back to the age of four, and I get this image, it’s clear as day, and instead of me being my four year old self in the image, I had two different perspectives. One was me at four and the other was this really odd third person viewpoint into my life.

Remembering

So I was in my bedroom, but I wasn’t my four-year-old self, (it’s almost like I was floating around in the bedroom and just observing the scene). I had a first-hand view of things and I had an objective third-party observation view as well. So I thought that was really interesting to begin with that I could really tap into either state of being in that moment. I’m being put into this hypnosis, I’m going back to the age of four, and I’m put back into my room, my childhood bedroom. I remember the bed that I had, all of a sudden all of these memories start flooding back. And I had these teddy bears that were in tutus as wallpaper, right at the top of the ceiling… So all of these very finute details come back to me about my room and the placement of my bed.

I was sleeping, it was clearly in the middle of the night and all of a sudden there was this really bright flash of light. I actually consciously remember this, when I was a kid, I remember seeing this bright flash of light right outside my window. And I didn’t really think anything of it, but I didn’t remember anything after that bright flash of light.I specifically remember the blinds that I had and the way that the light looked coming in between the blinds, I thought that was just very interesting. In this hypnosis session, there was this bright flash behind the blinds and in that moment there were two short little gray alien beings who appeared in my room. I’m getting up in a haze and I see these two short beings beside my bed, and they telepathically speak to me. 

Without words, they’re speaking to me telepathically and in this moment, I can feel all of the feelings that I was experiencing at that age as well. The feelings were definitely fear, and shock, it’s definitely something that I had never really seen before in this lifetime. But at the same time I felt this overwhelming sense of calm and even validation. It felt like I knew them but I didn’t know where that feeling was coming from. They telepathically spoke to me, they said, “Elizabeth we would like you to come with us.” 

And at first thinking, I don’t know, I don’t know, my parents told me don’t go anywhere with strangers, so my first reaction was no. They told me very calmly, “You don’t have to come with us, but we want to show you something and you’re going to be safe.” They gave me this really overwhelming sense of love when they told me this. And so, I got out of my bed, my hair was a mess, I remember the pajamas that I was wearing, it might have been winter because they were very fleecy. I get out of my bed, standing beside them and I’m in first-person view, now I’m in the little body of my four-year-old self and I remember very distinctly that I was looking up to them. One of them reached out their hand, and they said, “go ahead and take my hand” and I did. 

I remember feeling the skin of this alien being. It wasn’t warm, like humans, but it wasn’t super cold like you would touch a snake, but the skin was very smooth, absolutely hairless. I remember looking at its hand and seeing only four fingers, instead of five. I lifted up my arm to take their hand, and in that instant we teleported to a ship. I don’t know how exactly we ended up getting to the ship because even in the hypnosis session, it was almost like we were in the room one moment, and then we were in the ship the next. I don’t remember getting beamed up, I don’t remember the time in between, I just remember from one to the other. Once I was in this ship, I was looking at this giant room, almost like an auditorium and the room was full of other children. There were maybe even close to a hundred kids, it was interesting to witness because they were all very clearly taken in the middle of the night. They were all in their pajamas, their hair was this way and that way. To my surprise they were all extremely attentive to the teacher who was at the front of the room. They were all different ages, some were five years old, some were 12 years old, and they were all in the same class. 

There was this teacher at the front of the room, the teacher was a tall gray, (like the gray beings that picked me up, but much taller.) It looked like there was a giant chalkboard at the front of the room, but it was more or less like a projector or a TV screen and the chalk was just his finger. So he would actually draw and write on the board but it was all electronic. I’m sure at four years old I had no idea what was going on, at 24 I definitely perceived that in a way that, oh yeah that was technology, instead of a chalkboard. They continued to do a couple of different tests on me to see what my cognitive ability was to put me in the right classroom. 

Astral Projecting

Now before I go any further, I just wanted to just plant the seed there, in that experience. I mean I could talk for hours about that particular experience and I have spoken about that experience on other platforms like YouTube and Facebook. So I definitely highly recommend that you check out YouTube and you check out my first abduction at four years old, and I go into telekinesis and being taught by another teacher and all of that. So if you want to continue that story, which I’m sure you do, definitely check out that video on YouTube. But I wanted to move on, I wanted to move on to my first astral projection into a cat.

I truly believe that after these experiences; being abducted by the grays as a kid and being taught in what I like to call “Earth school”. I was taught about vibrational frequency, quantum physics, consciousness, and humans. You know it was really cool. Five or six times between the age of four years old and 13 years old, and I was taken to this school. I think that really opened up my psychic and spiritual abilities. I was able to speak to my guides, see ghosts and spirits when I was a kid as well, and a couple of other weird things that I was very connected to. One of these things was the ability to astral project. Now of course, when I was four years old I didn’t call it astral projecting, I actually didn’t call it anything, I just thought it was cool. I distinctly remember, once again around the age of four, maybe five years old, being in the basement of my original childhood home, and we had a cat that was a long-haired fluffy dark brown cat. And the cat’s name was Lucy, so cute! One day I was just watching Lucy, just doing her thing; walking around, looking at all the things, jumping on counters, rubbing her face on corners and things like that. And in that moment, at four or five I wondered “is it possible to experience that? What would it be like to be a cat? Hmm, I wonder what it’s like to be Lucy?” And then in that instant I hopped into the body of my cat, no word of a lie.

 

And all of a sudden, I’m really low to the ground. I remember walking around on all four paws. What I remember the most about that moment was rubbing… This is going to sound weird but, rubbing my face on the bathroom corner. It was the corner of the wall, and I remember this because it literally felt so good. And it was like the feeling of scratching an itch, that you didn’t even know that you had. Right. So I felt what it felt like to be this cat, I didn’t jump on anything at that time, I was just popping into the body, rubbing my face all over something, and then back into my body. I thought that was really cool, and I didn’t have to be regressed in order to remember that, that’s a memory that has stuck with me for quite some time. Other channelers and other people also have the ability to hop into other people’s bodies and even hop into inanimate objects to receive the download or the vibration from that object or that person. Since then I don’t think I have hopped into another living thing, maybe once in a while I have hopped into the body of a tree, but definitely no other animal or human have I hopped into. Especially humans, you need permission to do that.

So then I want to move on to my first ever past life regression. I was 16, I was going through a really dark phase in my life, I was really questioning everything, really unhappy with life in general. Really unsatisfied with things, thinking that I was crazy a lot of the time. And my Dad suggested to me that I do something called a past life regression. And for those of you who don’t know what this is, it’s basically like hypnosis, it’s taking someone into a trance-like state where they’re able to let go of their ego, attachment, and perception so that they are able to experience simultaneous time. So that they are able to, with guidance, tap into past lives, which is also known as the Akashic Records. My Dad in University,  took some sort of past life regression course, which is pretty cool. So he was the one who took me into a trance-like state, to allow me to experience myself in other lifetimes. I went into about five lifetimes, but I only want to talk about one lifetime in particular, and the major clip that I got out of this lifetime. It was this moment where I had then gone through four lifetimes, I had understood that it’s possible to be incarnated in any location in the world, in any culture, speaking any language and in any body including both male and female. I was breaking through a lot of my own limitations at such an early age, in understanding that anything is possible and there is no such thing as an end.

The New Shawman

The very last lifetime that I went into, which was also the most impactful, was a lifetime where I was within the ancient Mayan or ancient Aztec civilization. I was a Shaman, you could call me, I guess in that lifetime. So I would do a lot of incantations and rituals, a lot of meditation, and channeling where I would relay information. Basically they ended up finding me, and they being I guess, the hierarchy of that civilization, they were looking for another Shaman and it was very similar to the Dalai Lama, they were looking at children who were born at a certain time who had a particular gift. So they tested me and they asked me to pick objects out, they asked me to intuitively choose which basket had a snake in it. They really tested my intuitive ability at around the age of eight years old, they determined that I was the next shaman and that I was to go to the temple and study. And this is what I did.

I meditated for a very long time in that lifetime, in order to gain access to the abilities that I had, which was  to channel information from the Universe. I was in my blissful state, and  I decided that I didn’t want to take on an apprentice, because I just wanted to basically be free and to receive the information that I needed and to allow others to be on their own path and expand at their own rate. The very last image that I got when I was in this past life regression at the age of 16, was me as this Mayan Shaman, and I’m walking into a room that is at the top of, I guess a pyramid type structure. It’s a pyramid but it has a very flat roof on the top, it went up as a pyramid, it had stairs at the front of it, but the top of it was just completely flat. There was this room at the top of the pyramid that was really dark, (it must have been nighttime), it looked like there were candles or fire, there was something burning in the room, but it was still very dim. As I walk into this room, I see about nine other Monks or Shamans that are there at the top in this room, and they’re all sitting in a cross-legged position around a circle. It was very clear that there’s one spot left in this circle and just intuitively I knew at that time in my life, that that spot that was left was a spot for me. I walk into this room, I sit down in my spot in the circle and I look up. As I looked up, I noticed that the flat roof of the pyramid, it was like a rectangular or a square flat roof, was actually completely open. It looked like there was a giant rectangle that was cut out of the flat roof so that we were all sitting, cross-legged in a circle right below the stars, it was like the open sky of this pyramid. It was really, really cool!

So I sit down, look up, and I connect with the stars. I look back down, I close my eyes and the weirdest thing happens. The second I close my eyes, I can feel my energy as this male Shaman, I can feel my soul move out of my body going into the center of the circle and then each and every one of their souls comes out of their body, in turn we all join our souls together… There’s 10 of us, we all join our souls together in the center as one acting entity, and we shoot ourselves into the center of the Universe. This is really interesting because when I was 16 and I was going through this past life regression and I was seeing that, the second that I connected with those other Shamans and we shot ourselves into the center of the Universe to receive information to bring back to our people, (and eventually that information would be carved on these big boulders in our society), I was not able to see the visuals that I was receiving as that Shaman.

As the Shaman I was receiving all of these visuals and connections and probably seeing aliens as well, in that realm but as a 16 year old, I was unable to get a clear picture on what I was connecting to. I did however get this overwhelming feeling of oneness within the universe, and I just started crying and crying and crying. My dad stopped, he’s like, “Are you okay?” And I said, “Yes,” I said, “It’s just so beautiful, this is amazing” I couldn’t even comprehend it, it was incredible and that was it. That was my first ever past life regression where I started to really open up and realize, there was so much else out there, and there was so much else that was possible. Once again, I discovered and realized that I was back in this lifetime, in this incarnation to do something very similar. To once again receive information from the Universe and to translate it in a way that can actually shift, change, and upgrade the consciousness of humanity. 

Thank you for reading.

Hello again, beautiful beings. Welcome back to another blog post, with yours truly, Elizabeth April. Today, I’m going to be bringing you a very personal story. It’s not going to be the usual information and learning. It’s a personal experience story that I had that does have a lesson to it, and I hope that you gain something from it. I also hope that you understand my past and my history a little bit better as well. 

When I was- I want to say I was around the age of 19. I know this because it was the first year, the first summer that I got my motorcycle. Other than tripping around with my motorcycle, one of the first things I wanted to do was take a longer motorcycle trip, and I only had a little 250 Yamaha Virago, so it was a tiny bike and I’m a tiny person. But yet, I wanted to take a trip five hours away or something. So, I packed up my camping bag and got everything that I needed. I didn’t even bring a tent, I just brought along a hammock. I rode my bike to New York City from Hamilton, Ontario, where I was staying at the time when I went to university. 

I went on this gorgeous bike ride up to New York, and I wanted to go to this village. This village is called Lily Dale. Now, you can go check this out online, it’s really cool. For those of you who don’t know, Lily Dale is a psychic community. It’s really awesome. My dad, of course, the engineer Catholic, also a past-life regressionist, has always gone to Lily Dale. He’s actually visited Lily Dale since we were kids, since we were babies, and even before we were born, me and my brother, my dad went to Lily Dale. There was always one psychic in particular that he would go see. He would go see a couple, but one in particular that he would see. She’s the one who mentioned that when I was just born, they went and they got a reading for my brother and I.

My brother’s reading was actually kind of scary for my mom, because she said, “I can’t really see any future for your son.” That really freaked my mom out, of course. For me, she said that I was going to be helping a lot of people in my lifetime and that I was going to be akin to Mother Teresa. She literally said that I was going to be the next Mother Teresa. Now that we know that potentially Mother Teresa was quite corrupt, I’m hoping that I’m not exactly Mother Teresa in that way, but more of that statement. Regardless, there’s been this deep connection to Lily Dale in the psychic community. 

When I was 16, my dad took me to Lily Dale. It’s all I wanted for my 16th birthday. He got me a psychic reading. She told me very similar things. I remember her telling me that I’m an old soul, that I’m here to assist humanity, that I’m here to help them. She said that I was going to be writing books, many books, many, many books, which is really exciting. So, yeah, that was really validating for me at that time, and really one of the last psychic readings that I think I’ve ever really received. I don’t really seek that information out anymore. 

Anyway, fast forward to 19 years old, and I have my motorcycle for the first time. I’m going to do this trip to Lily Dale, and I was very excited about it. At this time, I was really starting to step into my spiritual gifts. I was really starting to understand myself as such, but I would never call myself a psychic, which is kind of funny because I was getting glitches in the matrix and future visions and telepathy and you name it. Astral traveling, all of that stuff was really real and coming to me quite rapidly. At this point as well, I had already had alien experiences. So, I had pretty much a full picture of what was going on. I didn’t have all the answers. I still don’t, but I was pretty attuned. 

Then, I ride my bike over to Lily Dale. I purchase a campsite for, I think, four days, four nights or something. The beautiful thing about Lily Dale is they have these meetings. One of them is called a sacred stump meeting. Where everyone gathers in the woods, and it’s like a church, but you’ve got the pews, but it’s deep in the woods, and you all sit on these pews, and you receive messages from these psychics and these mediums. 

Also, I wanted to mention that all the mediums who live in the village are all registered. I don’t really know what that means. It’s like they’ve been tested and tried, and they’re registered to do what they do, so it’s pretty legit. At one of these stump meetings, I went, and the beautiful thing is, when I went there, my dad also came as well. He joined me on the second or third day. I went to one of these stump meetings. I met a couple of people who were there, and they told me that they’ve been going for years, and that they’re psychic themselves. I’m like, “Oh, that’s so cool. I’m just here visiting, getting readings,” whatever. 

I booked a session with the psychic that gave me a session when I was a baby and gave me a session when I was 16. I obviously coincidentally booked a session with the wrong psychic. There’s Patricia Price and there’s another Patricia, who’s a psychic, so I booked it with the wrong Patricia. Instead of it being a psychic, past-life, amazing, whatever reading, it was a mediumship reading, and I haven’t really experienced a lot of death or passing in my life. What she brought to me didn’t really give me a lot of answers, so I was a little bit frustrated and sad that I paid a ton of money to not really go anywhere, not really get anything. Which was fine, because it really made sense a little bit later on why that happened. 

Then, that night, I got invited to a secret stump meeting in the middle of the night, and I’m like, “What?” This woman said, “This is really only for the people who live here and the people who have been coming here for many years, but I just feel called to invite you.” I’m like, “Okay.” I was really debating whether or not to go to the secret stump meeting in the woods. I was laying in my hammock, it was getting late, it was getting dark. I don’t know why I didn’t want to go, I was nervous, da, da, da. I ended up going. Finally, I’m like, “Oh, just go.” 

I end up going. It’s perfect timing, because we’re all just getting there, sitting down. As we’re all sitting, pitch black, in the middle of the night, we were just sitting in these pews in the middle of the woods, it was so amazing. You could feel the energy, and no one was saying anything. Here I am, thinking to myself, “This is my first time here, what do we do? What’s the whole point of this? Where are we going to go with this?” It’s dark, and I spoke up in the middle of the night and I said, “Hey, everyone, my name is Elizabeth. I’m just stepping into my psychic abilities, but if anyone wants a reading, just speak up,” because I couldn’t say raise your hand, “but just speak up and let me know what your name is, and that gives me permission to tap into your energy.” Silence, just dead silence. 

Eventually, this one very brave man speaks up and he says, “Hi, yep, my name is Bill.” I could hear the apprehension in his voice. I’m like, “Okay, Bill. Yep, let me just tune in, give me a second here.” I close my eyes, not that I had to, and I tune into his energy and I’m taking a look and I’m like, “Bill, your heart chakra, it’s pretty damaged, and I’m really taking a look and I’m seeing a lot of this black tarry goo that’s sitting in your heart chakra and it just seems like there’s been a lot of trauma and I’m taking a look. In childhood, you were really battling with this father energy and you needed to forgive your father. You’re still holding that energy within yourself, and you’ve got to let that go. Does that resonate?” He’s like, “Wow, yeah. My wife is sitting beside me, and she just keeps poking my leg, because it’s so true.” I’m like, “Anyone else?” Of course, now I have like 10 people who are all saying, “Yeah, me, me, me.” I did another two readings for these people who are psychics and mediums themselves and it was amazing. 

Literally, after I’m done, I’m like, “Alright, well, anyone else wants to do readings or whatever you guys do here, go ahead.” Then people just start leaving. It was amazing. That whole night was just dedicated to me stepping into that, in the pitch black. It was safe. It was safe for me to do that. 

The next day, my dad comes, and we go to a stump meeting, like a legit one in the middle of the day and they allow the guest mediums or guest psychics to come to the stage and do readings for the crowd. My dad is like, “Go, you’ve got to go up. This is you, this is your time.” I think that’s pretty incredible because here I was, getting readings as a baby, getting readings at 16, which validated everything that I’ve been feeling, and now at 18, 19, getting readings, or giving readings to others. I signed up. I said, “Okay, put me on the list, I want to do these guest readings.” They said, “Well, are you a medium? Or are you a psychic?” I said, “I do both.” They’re like, “Okay, but we only do mediumship readings here.” I’m like, “Okay, cool. I can read dead people. Bring it on.” 

Typically, the mediums who do their readings on stage, do it a different way, like the old school– I forget what the show was back in the day, the TV show with the medium who would read the crowd. “Okay, I’m picking up on an older man. He was in the military, first name starts with a G.” That’s how they did it, the mediums who are at the village, that’s how they did it. I do something different. I got up on stage, so nervous, and here I am, like a little baby, 18, 19 years old, everyone else is at least twice my age. I’ve got the mic, and I said, “All right, who here wants a reading but hasn’t been picked?” And a ton of hands go up, because a lot of the time these spirits are so strong and medium after meeting, they all pick up on the same spirits, and you want a little diversity. I’m like, “Who here hasn’t gotten a reading, but wants one?” Ton of hands went up, and I just intuitively picked.

I said, “Okay, give me your first and last name.” Once again, that gives me permission to tap in. They do, and instantly I’m like, “Oh, okay, I’m feeling a sister energy over on the other side, and she’s very worried. She’s very worried because she’s not allowing herself to cross over to the other side. In a way, she’s actually stuck in this weird liminal in-between place. The reason why she’s stuck is because she feels you haven’t forgiven her for something. Does that make sense?” I’m asking the woman. “Does that make sense? Do you need to forgive her for something?” She’s shaking her head, and she’s bawling at this point. She’s crying. I said, “It’s time for you to forgive your sister. She says that she forgives you for whatever it is that happened, and that’s all that needs to happen. What I recommend for you is that you write a letter to your sister, you forgive her in the letter, and you say whatever it is that wasn’t said before her passing. That’s actually going to allow her to cross over. It’s going to free and liberate her soul. Your sister says that she loves you so much, and she’s grateful for the time that you guys did have together.” The woman’s crying and crying and crying. Then, I’m like, “Okay, anyone else?”

I did another two readings. They were really impactful, really incredible. One with a man, and he came through, he was a father of someone, and he had something that he wanted to give his daughter. I said, “He wants to give you something, it’s one of his possessions. Did he have instruments?” The woman’s shaking her head, this look of amazement on her face. I said, “Yeah, there’s some instruments that he wants to gift you and your siblings, and it looks like they’re in a closet. He’s pointing to a closet. Did you happen to find these instruments in a closet?” She’s shaking her head and she’s smiling. Then, I’m like, “One of the instruments looks like a tiny guitar.” She’s laughing. She’s like, “Yeah, the ukulele, he always wanted me to have it.” I’m like, “Well, he really wants you to have it.” She’s like, “I do have it.” It was just good. It was validation.

I did probably about three readings in total. Then, my turn was over, and they said, “Oh, you’ve got two minutes left,” or whatever. Then I get offstage, and I go back to sitting on the pew and my dad’s hugging me, like I did a great job. This man, kind of like the emcee of the stump reading, he walks over to the woman in the front row, who’s bawling about her sister, and he’s crouching down and tapping her leg and saying, “Are you okay? Are you fine? Are you traumatized? What’s going on?” I thought that was odd, because many other people were crying before me, and he never went over to them to check and make sure that they were okay. I thought that was weird. Then, this man, this emcee comes over to me. He says, “Look, you didn’t follow the rules.” I said, “Well, what do you mean? I gave messages and connected to loved ones and seemed to be impactful.” He said, “Well, you didn’t follow the rules. It’s really wrong what you did.” I said, “Well, sorry, but what did I do?” And he said, well, you’re only supposed to give messages from loved ones who have passed on. You’re not supposed to say that they’re stuck. You worried that woman. That woman is crying and bawling because she feels her sister is stuck in this place.” I said, “No, I didn’t just say that her sister was stuck. I gave her advice on how to liberate, how to bring freedom to her sister.” This man was quite upset at me for what I was doing and what I did.

In that moment, I started to realize that Lily Dale and the mediums and the psychics that were in Lily Dale, were very much so rooted and very much so stuck in tradition. I felt it extremely disrespectful, and I still do today, extremely disrespectful for mediums, in general, not all mediums, but mediums, in general, to be able to connect to the other side, to be able to connect to loved ones who have passed away, to just get a message from them and then to let them go. “Oh, cool. Thanks for the info. Bye.” It’s disrespectful to not say, “So, how are you doing on the other side? Have you crossed over? Have you found your bliss? Have you released the trauma of the past? Have you done the work yourself? Or, is there something that you need from me, because here I am having this conversation with you?” For most mediums out there, especially in Lily Dale, it’s very much so, a one-way communication, which I find and even still, to this day, quite disrespectful. A lot of these ghosts and spirits, they need our help. Finally, after waiting, potentially generations, after waiting, hundreds of years, after waiting a very long time, they finally get someone who can see them, they finally connect to someone who can hear them, and listen to them, and relay messages from them. And yet, these people are unwilling to help them.

I’ve actually been invited to be a psychic or medium on many different shows, TV shows, like Ghost Hunters and stuff like that, and it’s never really resonated with me. Every time that I get this opportunity, I always say, “Am I allowed to cross them over? Am I allowed to do the work that I need to do on these spirits?” Some of the responses that I’ve gotten back from these production companies are, “But if you’ve crossed them over, how are we able to go back and have another experience with them?” How sad is that? I don’t believe in these mediumship or ghost hunting shows, because it’s really sad what they’re doing to these poor, poor spirits, who are stuck on the other side. They’re using these ghosts and spirits, these poor lost souls who have been stuck in that abandoned building or that house, they have been using them as entertainment, which is not right. That is not okay. It really does anger me that people, even mediums who deal with these people, who deal with these spirits, do not have respect for them in that way. I just think that it’s not that they’re purposefully disrespecting them, just that they don’t know better.

So, I learned a huge lesson upon going to Lily Dale as a psychic myself, and honestly, I’ve never been back. Last time I went, and I think I haven’t been back because I don’t really believe in what they’re doing over there, and they didn’t really get me. Which is fine. A lot of people don’t. I went there seeking answers, and I left there understanding that I already had them all, for myself anyway. I also left there understanding that I was powerful enough and strong enough to receive these answers for other people myself. That’s when I started to do the full psychic work.

I got away from the past life regression in a structured way, and I started doing energy work, psychic work, downloading, channeling for others. The beautiful thing is that that day that I went to the stump and I said, “Hey, I’m Elizabeth, this is who I am, this is what I do,” after that Stump meeting. I had so many people walk over to me and my dad, and a couple people said, “Oh, my goodness, are you the same Elizabeth that came to the secret stump meeting last night?” And I said, “Yeah, that was me.” The one man said, “I’m the Tar Man. I’m the one with the tar in the heart chakra.” I’m like, “Oh, my goodness, Tar Man, what’s going on?” He said, “Oh, is this your father?” I said, “Yeah, this is my dad, his name is Mike.” And he’s like, “Wow, I just want to say, Mike, you have an incredible daughter, and she’s so gifted and talented. After she gave me my reading last night, I cried for a couple hours, and I did a bunch of processing, and I forgave my father. And now, I feel so liberated today.” It was so cute because my dad felt like a little celebrity because we would go places, and people would walk up to me saying, “Wow. You were so good at that stump meeting. Thank you so much for giving those messages,” and da, da, da. Once again, so validating for me, and just tears were brought to my eyes and still are today, and just thinking that I love helping people.

I love helping humanity. This is my mission. This is my purpose. It’s been my mission in this entire lifetime. It’s been my mission in every lifetime leading up to this one. I just want to say for all of you reading this and watching my YouTube videos and following me on Instagram, I just want to say thank you so much. I think a lot of you look at me as this Almighty– I don’t even know how you guys perceive me, but I’m assuming that you guys look up to me in a certain way and perceive me in a different way. I just live my life. I’m just a human. As much as I can channel inter-dimensional beings or go into past lifetimes, which is really cool, I still have to take a shower every day, I still have to use the bathroom, still have to sit and answer boring emails. My every day is not as incredible and amazing and mind-blowing as you may think it is. At the end of the day, I am just a human, and who you see on the screen is exactly who I am right now.

In the past month or so, I’ve been targeted by psychically attacks. We had a couple weeks where a bunch of people were either spreading rumors or creating rumors on YouTube that my assistant is reptilian, which is so ridiculous because she is the biggest sweetheart, and so shy and such a pure soul, just like my wife, just such a pure soul. Anyway, so that happened, and then three other YouTube channels, all said, they put out videos saying, “I’m going to expose the realism of April.” In my mind, I’m like, “What are you exposing? There’s nothing to expose. I am who I am. There’s no deceit, there’s no lies, there’s no embellishment, it is what it is.” Then, of course, taking a step back, realizing that this is just one psychic attack coming from a variety of different angles, to see how they were able to affect me. 

I don’t know why I’m talking about this, but I guess I’m talking about this just to let you all know that some of you may perceive my gifts as amazing. I believe that we all have these spiritual gifts and abilities, I don’t believe that what I can do is anything new or different, whatsoever. I also want to let you all know that I can be emotional, I can be vulnerable. In these past couple of months, I have been very vulnerable and very humbled and very emotional and feeling very attacked in a lot of different ways. I deal with all of that stuff. I am a very strong, confident, empowered, person online, but I’m also just a human as well. I think for that hour every week, you guys don’t see enough of my human. I try and be as real as possible, especially on platforms such as Instagram, and Instagram Stories, and stuff like that as well. I just appreciate all of you being here, holding space for me, holding space for yourself, willing to open your mind, willing to expand your viewpoint and your perception of the world, and just hear me out. It’s quite amazing.  

I even have a friend who she’s really been battling her own psychic attacks with her family. She reached out to me the other day, and she’s like, “Wow, I just watched one of my videos from the eyes of my family and I sound absolutely insane. I sound crazy. Can you watch this video and let me know if I sound crazy or not?” She was talking about light versus dark, and it was a very kind of, in my perspective, muted video, as far as– it was really good light versus dark and super important information, but it definitely wasn’t crazy. It was pretty bare-bones spiritual. I’m like, “If your family thinks you’re crazy, because you’re putting out that kind of video, what do you think people think of me when I put out a reptilian video, where I believe that giant dinosaur beings take over the government?” That right there I think is probably the craziest you can get, and I’m openly talking about it. All I receive really is love from you guys. 

I just want to say thank you all so much for being here, being a part of my journey and exploration and expansion, and awakening and teaching. I’m just feeling so privileged and grateful for being in this position at this time. This is the time and I’m finally being heard, compared to all my other past lives, and hopefully, you all are finally being validated compared to all of your other past lifetimes as well. 

Thank you all for reading to this. I hope that you’ve learned a lesson from my whole Lily Dale experience. I hope that the lesson that you’ve learned is something along the lines of even if the rules and the regulations that you’re listening to or following are within the spiritual realm, I hope that you are strong enough and aware enough to question those rules and regulations, to understand that you can create your own rules. You don’t have to have a certain diet to be spiritual. You don’t have to pull a certain amount of tarot cards to get messages. You don’t have to do anything in this realm. You can just be yourself and follow your heart, and no one else, not even in the spiritual community, has to agree or believe in what you’re doing as long as you do. 

Have an amazing rest of your day. Have a great rest of your week. Bye for now!!

Hello again, beautiful beings of light. Today, I want to talk about something exciting and maybe a little bit weird for some people. I want to talk about aliens, I want to talk about alien invasions to be specific. 

It should be no surprise that there’s a giant conspiracy out there that the government has been planning a false flag event, a false invasion event by extraterrestrials. A long time ago, years ago, I read about this actually, and they were talking about the government basically having different laser technologies, is what I heard. But once again, I haven’t looked into this for a while, so I definitely could be wrong. But some sort of laser technology that would be able to holographically project UFOs in the sky, and to potentially even, they were saying, I guess, in this article that I read a long time ago, that they would also be able to project the UFOs and then project the laser beams of the UFOs coming down and then having bombs in buildings, and blowing up buildings, or what have you. It could be to that extent. 

I just want to put it all out there, and I want to talk about this a little bit, because you may have heard this, and there’s a lot that I have to say. I do want to preface with, this is just my opinion, this is not some profound channeling from some interdimensional race. Actually, I haven’t talked to the Galactic Federation or any beings about this false flag invasion. I think the reason why is because I haven’t really been called to, but recently, especially at this time, April 2020, May 2020, with all of the coronavirus, and the fear and the quarantine stuff going on, this has really come up because there has been a massive, massive influx of UFO sightings all over the world. 

Now, deep down, I truly believe that these UFO sightings, this is all a part of the plan. This is not the bad plan, but the good plan. I really believe that this is all a part of this mass awakening, this disclosure, is a huge part of us waking up to our interdimensional DNA. How are we supposed to understand that we have been genetically manipulated throughout our entire existence as humans, with these higher lifeforms? How are we supposed to accept ourselves as aliens if we can’t even accept that there are other intelligent lifeforms out there? Cosmic disclosure is a huge part of spiritual awakening. Believe it or not, it’s a huge part of it. Once again, there’s this agenda. There’s an agenda that goes against the awakening on the planet. That agenda really kind of tears us away, and puts us into fear.

What’s my opinion on all of this? What’s going to really happen? It’s very clear that in a lot of mainstream media and movies that have been produced in the past little while, it’s very clear that they– they being the government, or the Illuminati, shadow government, have been planting the seeds for quite some time, that an alien– I don’t want to call it an invasion, but an alien visitation would be a takeover. This is the seed that they’ve been planting for quite some time. That an alien visitation would actually be an alien takeover. Of course, they want us to be fearful of aliens. 

It’s so funny because some of my biggest trolls online are the Christians and they’ve been taught by the Bible that anything that isn’t God is a demon. I’ve been told so many times that I’m evil, that I’m channeling dark spirits and channeling demons and the devil, and I’m associated with the devil, which is really wild. For me, I obviously don’t believe in that. While I do believe in the dark side, I don’t believe that I’m that, and all aliens are just demons. But it’s been this very clear kind of projection. It’s been this very clear agenda that they’ve been putting out there. It’s all very clear. 

Do I really truly believe that the government has the technology to create a false flag event? 100%. Do I believe they have the balls to do it? Even more, 110%. They’ve created many, many, many false flags before and the only one that we’ve ever really kind of confirmed and aware of is 9/11. But a lot of the events out there have been these fear-mongering tactics. I definitely wouldn’t put it past them to create this invasion technique or this invasion attack, and they could still very well do it. 

Now, in my mind, I don’t believe that this is kind of where we’re going, and the reason why, okay, and I’m pretty clear about this, but once again, it could still happen. The reason why is because people are waking up at such an extent, at such a level right now, that having a massive amount of people just seeing ships in the sky, whether they be good or bad, or doing good things or bad things would blow the lid off of their reality so quickly, it would force them to awaken so rapidly, that it would be doing way more good than harm to have this false flag alien invasion attack. It would be doing way more good than harm. 

So, even if it does happen, I have a very optimistic perspective, that it’s going to happen for the betterment of the collective. Ultimately, the Galactic Federation, if something were to really go off plan, they can step in and they can dismantle any plan that the shadow government has. Do they typically do that? No, not usually. The reason why is because they don’t want to override our freewill. If humanity says, “We want to wake up. We want alien cosmic disclosure. We want to understand all of this stuff,” then they will come, then they will give us what we’re asking for. We need to do this as a collective. The cool thing is that once it’s known and widely accepted that, yes, aliens do indeed exist, we can then be advancing the alien community and the understanding of aliens and what they’re doing here, and what’s the whole purpose tenfold. Because right now, I find that the whole alien community, which are brilliant people, are very stuck in just proving the fact that aliens exist. 

Let’s just move forward with assuming that they exist, and let’s ask the real questions. Who are they? What are they doing here? And why are they interested in human beings? I mean, those are the questions that I’ve had throughout the years. I truly do believe through my channeling that I’ve been able to answer most of those questions. Who are they? There’s a lot of them. What are they doing here? Well, we’re basically an experiment. Why are they so interested in human beings? Because they really want to see us as their children grow and bloom and awaken and really fulfill the prophecy, which is peace and harmony among the planet. It’s so interesting how incredibly brilliant and advanced interdimensional beings created us, and they created us just to see if we can love each other, just to see if we can all get along as multi-dimensional hybrids. So far, we’ve kind of been failing, not going to lie. We haven’t really been passing the test. 

It’s such a simple task, it’s really such a simple thing that they’re asking us to get along and to have peace and to love each other. Yet, we have allowed ourselves to be manipulated. We have allowed ourselves to get sucked in by the narrative. And we’ve allowed things like age, gender, race, culture, religion, belief, even geological location, to separate us, which is ridiculous. Now is the time to come together. Now is the time to love one another. And now is the time to not be fearful of any one of these conspiracies, but also to understand that, yes, this stuff exists. Yes, the government is capable of doing that to us. Once we understand that it could be the light, it could be actually happening, it could be a false invasion or what have you, to understand both sides to have all the pieces of the knowledge allows us to create the discernment that we need to navigate through this very illusionary matrix reality that we’re all co-creating at this time. 

So, I want to say to all of you co-creators a reality where we can have global cosmic disclosure in the most graceful, beautiful, and expanding way possible. 

With that being said, keep up the good vibes, everyone. I hope you’re all doing well in quarantine. I love you all so much. Thank you for reading. 

Yours truly, Elizabeth April.

We are currently experiencing the greatest awakening that this planet has seen since back in ancient Lemuria and ancient Atlantis. Now is the time that all of us have been waiting for. Now is the time that you are being pushed to step up and help the world awaken.

Today, I want to talk about a really important concept, and it has everything to do with the stages of your awakening, regarding, the current position of the pandemic on the planet. I want to talk about the coronavirus, but I really don’t want to talk about the coronavirus at all. If you are interested in hearing more information about what is really, really going on, on the planet, I have an incredible download from the Galactic Federation on YouTube. You can go check that out.

There are three levels of where people are at right now in their own conscious expansion related to the coronavirus and the huge worldwide pandemic. Everyone is affected. Everyone is feeling it. Everyone. Which is quite incredible that we have this global phenomenon that everyone is being affected by it, good, bad, or ugly. Now, there’s three levels that I want to talk about, the three stages of interpreting this pandemic really come down to your conscious awareness level. Now, I wouldn’t be surprised because all of you are reading this blog, which is basically you are resonating with a certain frequency that you’re currently at, which is the frequency that I’m at. So most likely, you’re not going to be stuck in the first level of the interpretation of the coronavirus. Every level of the interpretation also comes down to the different dimensional planes as well. We’re going to be talking about the third-dimension frequency, the fourth-dimension frequency, and the fifth-dimension frequency when we’re talking about the different levels of awareness related to the coronavirus. 

Now, I’m not going to describe or define the different dimensions. I have many, many videos talking about the different dimensions many, many times over. I want to talk about the effect of where your perception is based on your vibrational frequency level. Let’s talk about level one, or should we say dimension three, the third dimension. Now, as you all know, the third dimension or as you should know, we’ve all been living in the third dimension. Basically, the third dimension is this matrix system. We’ve got the polarity. We’ve got the money or the lack thereof. We’ve got the judgment, and the hate, and the obligation, and the fear, and the attachment to the physical material world. Really, when you think about the third dimension, you can look around in your room, in your quarantine space right now, and you can say this is it. This is the third dimension. 

In a lot of ways, we can’t just totally get rid of the third dimension, or else we literally would not be existing here on this planet. The third dimension is important, but if you have an overattachment, or you don’t really understand that in a way, this is all just an illusion, this is a video game that we’re playing, if you don’t understand that or you don’t have that perception around it, you will get sucked in, and that will lead to anxiety, that will lead to depression, that will lead to drinking a lot of alcohol, that will lead to things that are not in your best and highest interest. The individuals who are stuck in the third-dimension frequency are going to be freaking out right now. Freaking out. We all know, we all have at least one person, if not many, many people around us, that are all freaking out because of this coronavirus.

The interesting thing about what’s going on with this pandemic is, I truly believe that it is purging out all of our deep-rooted fears. What is the number one most realistic, let’s call it fear that society would have? It would be the fear of death, the fear of dying, which the coronavirus perpetuates, and that implicate and push over and over and over again. It’s this fear of dying. It’s really important that we understand that there’s probably at least 90% of the world out there that is stuck within this level of the third dimension. They’re so attached to their lifestyle, they’re so attached to their identities, whether that be the identity of being a mom, or having a job, whatever that job may be. Oh, well, I’m a mechanic, oh, well, I’m a lawyer. Oh, well, I’m a life coach, or whatever that job or a teacher, whatever that job may be. Every single thing that these people who have been stuck in the third-dimension frequency, everything that they’ve been attached to is collapsing right now. Every aspect of their life, or I go to the gym every other day. They can’t do that anymore. They’re collapsing their identity right now at this time. 

You remember, when you went through your last ego death and trust me, we go through a lot in one lifetime. It’s not just one. It’s many, because we constantly are creating and recreating an identity, and we’re constantly attaching ourselves to whatever identity it is that we’re creating. Ultimately, whatever you’re attached to is collapsing. The more work you’ve done on detaching yourself from attachments, the easier it’s going to be to exist in this state of the world right now. But it’s important that you understand that this is the worst-case scenario for the majority of people out there in the world.

I personally have heard stories of people’s bosses, or lawyers, a very like limited, say, perceptions people, have been having full on mental breakdowns, just a full-on breakdown of they just can’t handle this. Right now, they just want everything to go back to the way that it was. Once again, for those of you who have done that work, this is not going to be impacting you as much. You’re going with the flow. The first stage or the first level of where people are going to be at with all of what’s going on is this third-dimension frequency level. It’s the fear level. It’s the fear of losing everything, and moreover, the fear of losing their life as well. 

Let’s talk about the second stage. Because most likely, you can really have compassion for people who are in the first stage. But most likely, you’re not there right now, because you wouldn’t be reading this if you were. You’d be stuck in fear. Really, really stuck in fear. I have so much compassion for all the people out there who really have no idea what’s going on, and all they’re doing is consuming news, media, which is just perpetuating the falsity of what’s really happening. Let’s talk about the second level.

The second level of perception, let’s say, the second dimension that people are entering into right now at this time is the fourth-dimension frequency. Once again, don’t really have to know what this dimension is, but it’s like this in-betweener. It’s an in-between dimension, this weird liminal place between the third and the fifth, right? You’re awakening, but you’re not awakened yet. In a sense of, I don’t even think that I’m fully awakened yet. I really feel it’s always a journey that we’re always going to be on, is this awakening journey. Regardless, it’s just weird in-between phase. People who are at this vibrational frequency level of the fourth dimension are basically people who are not necessarily agreeing with or attaching them as to what’s going on in the mass media. These people are kind of a step above all of the fear. Yeah, things are still collapsing for them, yeah, life still probably sucks in a lot of ways, but at the same time, there’s something greater going on, and they feel it. These people who are a step above the third dimension are really starting to question things. Even one of my parents the other day, we were on call and my dad was like, “This is just weird. This is weird what’s going on. It’s not normal. There’s something else going on here,” is basically what he was hinting at. I was like, “Oh, very interesting that he’s coming to this conclusion,” and a lot of people are. It’s so interesting!

The word ‘conspiracy’ comes through here. It takes something like this mass quarantine to drive people to really question what we’re being said. If you get yourself out of the overwhelming sense of fear of loss or whatever that fear may be, then you start questioning. Well, why is this happening? What else could be another explanation of what’s going on and what’s happening? Well, why is there a discrepancy here? Well, why is every mass media outlet literally saying the same thing verbatim? Oh, because one family owns all of the mass media. Hmm, that’s interesting. I wonder what their perception on everything is. I wonder what kind of agenda they’re pushing. What’s happening in this fourth-dimensional luminal plane is people who have never questioned anything before in their entire life are starting to question things.

In one of my recent videos, I told people I said, now is the time to become a conspiracy theorist. Now is the time to question everything. I hate that term ‘conspiracy theorist.’ Because it was put out there by the elites to discredit the people who question the government. That’s all it means. Conspiracy theorists, all that means is people who are questioning what’s being said. The black sheep, because you’re not a sheeple, if you’re questioning things. You’re the black sheep. You’re exiled, you’re persecuted. And that’s okay. That is completely okay, especially now.

A lot of these people, it’s like, “Oh, well–” I want to go through maybe to some of the layers of the conspiracy theories as well,” because a lot of you will be at this place of really questioning things, and I hope that you are. I really hope that you are. You have to, especially at this time. These concepts, I’m not going to dive right into it, but I’ll just briefly mention. If you’re not questioning, if you are in the third dimension, you are in fear, and you stumbled across this blog, welcome to the greatest awakening we’ve ever seen, first of all. Secondly, here are some things to look up. I just want you to google. Google, google, google some of these things, and even googling will not get you the answers that you’re looking for.

I want you to look up 5G. The symptoms of 5G technology and the coronavirus. I just want to say that there’s a huge correlation. There’s a huge, huge correlation. There are doctors and scientists all over the world right now, who are making this correlation. One more thing I want to say about 5G and then I’ll let you do your own research is, I think about three years ago, 26,000 scientists all over the world signed a petition against 5G, because they knew it was going to be that harmful for the people. I’m just going to leave it there. 

There’s other theories, other concepts as well, other conspiracies that are floating around. One of them is that this huge cabal, shadow government is being taken down. They’re being taken off the planet at this time, and the reason why they needed to keep everyone in quarantine is because they didn’t want these one-percenters, these members of the elite, celebrities, newscasters, very wealthy families, politicians, you name it, they didn’t want them running across borders or going to some safe house, so they had to shut down all the borders and really keep it very tightly monitored. Basically, what I’ve heard, and this is just research I’ve done, this is not a direct channel by any means. But what I’ve heard is that there’s over 500,000 indictments, basically arrest warrants, for these individuals who have all participated in genocide crimes, in drug trafficking, in weapons trafficking, also major, major, major arrests being done in the pedophilia ring on the planet. Really wild stuff. 

Personally, I 100% resonate with this. I’ve known for a while that this stuff is going on, and I really truly believe that this is happening, and it is proven, proven, proven, proven that in the past year alone, over 1700 major CEOs have all stepped down from their position. It has been the biggest amount of CEO step-downs, and that’s just a nice way of saying, they were either going to get arrested or fired, and that’s just the PR version of them leaving their company. In January alone before this coronavirus hit the rest of the world, over 200 top CEOs, I’m talking about CEOs from Hulu etc. Major stuff like Google people, YouTube people, Bill Gates stepped down from his own company he hasn’t been the president for a while, I believe but he’s stepped down from being like the chairman or being the head of the board. Major people are stepping down. You have to ask why? You have to really wonder why are all these CEOs being stepped down or stepping down? Also, on top of that, the media isn’t covering it? Why? Because we’ve got something bigger to cover. You know what I mean? That’s interesting. Then, it gets really crazy, guys. Then, it gets really, really insane. 

Once again, I’m just going to let you do your own research and look into this on your own, but I do say that there’s another conspiracy here. The other conspiracy is related to basically the reptilian agenda, the reptilian shapeshifters, and what the conspiracy theory is, is that these reptilian shapeshifters, these elites of society who look like humans, but they’re actually these giant, ugly reptilian beings, that they actually torture and drink the blood of children who they’ve tortured because it releases a chemical compound called adrenochrome. Basically, what the white hats, which are the good guys, the Galactic Federation, whatever you want to call them. What they’ve done is they’ve tracked down all of the elites who are buying this adrenochrome, which is like a drug and also anti-aging for them, and so they’ve tracked down all of the people who have been buying this, and they’re trying to arrest them, and kick them off the planet or “They die because of the coronavirus” or what have you, but they’re being taken down from their power. That’s the biggest thing. 

The other thing too, to think about, along with the adrenochrome, actually this is what they say, that they are freeing mass amounts, tens of thousands, if not hundreds of thousands of children who have been a part of the pedophilia ring for the global elites, for this drug, adrenochrome. They’re being freed from these underground tunnels all over the world. Like I said, take it or leave it! This is pretty wild stuff, but I just figured and just put it all out on here. You’re really going to be hard pressed to find information about the children underground. That’s really, really closed up right now. But anyway, it does really resonate with me. They’re talking about a lot of the tents that are especially in New York City have things like Pampers in them. They have little baby incubators, and a lot of people are taking these pictures inside the hospitals saying, “Why is this IV bag filled with nutrients for people who are malnourished, not necessarily for people who have coronavirus?” There’s a lot of questioning that’s going on. They’re thinking that these tents in New York are actually housing these children. It’s super interesting. Super, super interesting. 

Another thing you’ll find too is there’s videos from people all over the world who are walking into hospitals, whether it be in Sweden, in Germany, in Brooklyn, New York, I’m telling you, all over the world, and they’re walking into hospitals, and they’re saying, “Where is everyone? No one is here. This is the corona testing tent. Why isn’t anyone in here?” It’s just really interesting. You’ve got to look at the other source of information.

Then, there’s another kind of conspiracy going on too, which is part of the global currency reset. They really have to shut everything down in order for the global currency reset to take place, because America has been printing money without any gold standard or backing whatsoever, which is definitely a little bit ridiculous. Yes, definitely some things to think about. Take it or leave it, guys. Do your own research. 

Let’s talk about the fifth-dimension frequency of people. The third dimension is fear. You’re believing all the numbers, you’re believing everything being said. The fourth-dimension frequency of people are people who are questioning things. This doesn’t seem. You know why? Why am I hearing alternative facts or what have you? Then, the fifth-dimension level of people, this is pretty much where I feel like I’ve been, but I can’t say that I’ve been upholding the system engine frequency this entire time, because it can be quite exhausting, battling the frequency of the third dimension right now. But, man, it’s exciting. The people who are entering into the fifth-dimension frequency in observing and perceiving what’s happening on the planet, they’re excited. I’m excited. These people are excited for what’s happening because they know that this destruction needs to happen in order for this epic and incredible awakening to take place. They don’t really even care which conspiracy is true, which is not true. They’re actually not allowing themselves to get roped into any polarity. No matter if it’s light, or dark, or good, or bad, or what have you, they’re just excited that this is finally taking place, and they have been waiting for all of this to happen for quite some time. 

The fifth-dimension frequency, these people are happy, they’re doing their own thing. Now, I just want to say once again, that just because you’re feeling this way, it doesn’t mean that you have to feel this way all the time. You may have days where you’re fricking depressed and anxious, and you feel you can’t catch your breath, and you feel sweaty, and then you freak out a little bit, because you think you have the virus. That’s okay, I’m telling you. I also want to say too things like sleepless nights, and feeling exhausted, and having pressure on your chest, and waking up unable to breathe, these are actually all symptoms of a huge shift in vibration. Even anxiety is a very big symptom. Just like my other blog stated, anxiety is your superpower. These are actually huge, massive amounts of awakening symptoms that people are feeling. They’re going into the hospital with an anxiety attack thinking they have coronavirus, and they don’t. 

One more thing about the conspiracy is basically because coronavirus is one strand of virus that includes anything from SARS to the flu, to even just a common cold, what they’re saying, and I’m just going to leave you with this, and then I’ll let you go do a bunch of research, and maybe binge-watch some of my videos. What they’re saying about this is that everyone or 80% of people on the planet, all will test positive for coronavirus if they have ever had the flu before, if they have ever had a common cold before, they’re going to test positive for coronavirus, because that strand of virus is actually in their body. Yeah, it’s really interesting. 

One more thing is, there’s a lot of videos of people calling out the authorities saying, “My grandma went into the hospital with a broken hip, and she ended up dying because of her injury, and you said that she died because of coronavirus.” “Oh, well, my neighbor went into the hospital, because he had a bad fall, and you come over in hazmat suits saying that he has coronavirus.” It’s just really interesting. I just want you all to question things, and ultimately the number one thing that each and every one of you need to know is everything is happening exactly the way it needs to. You are exactly where you need to be.

That being said, I’m going to leave you for now, but thank you all for reading. 

Bye for now!

Hello again, beautiful beings of light. Today, I want to talk about vibrational frequency and something that I like to call Chaos Vibration, Chaos Frequency, Chaos Energy. I’ve spoken a little bit or a lot about anxiety, depression, and some other kinds of mental health things that we as human beings all experience on a variety of different levels. When I think about vibration and energy, I actually see it rather than feel it or even have to think about it. Usually, the first thing that comes to me based on my psychic abilities, is that I see the vibrations around me and then I follow up with those vibrations with thinking and feeling.

Okay, that’s great! How do I feel about that vibrational frequency? And then, words will come to me like harmony, disharmony, ease, disease, alignment, unalignment, I don’t think that’s a word!?. I’ll get a pretty good idea from the visual. Now obviously, I can discern for myself, what visual vibrations, what they mean, and what these different vibrational frequencies mean when I look at them. Of course, that feeling aspect of the vibrations also helps me discern between, “Okay, I see it, I feel it. Now, what do I think about that?” If I get the message of– if I see the image of a chaotic vibration, and I get the message of disharmony, then I ask myself, “Well, what does that mean to me? What does that mean to my client? How can they stop this? How can they make this better? What’s going on here?” 

So, I wanted to talk a little bit further about this energy that I like to call Chaos Frequency. It’s hard to explain because you can’t actually see my hands when I do this, but if you think about the energy of– Okay, I don’t know what it’s called, but you know one of those like super stretchy balls, and it’s got all of these little plastic pieces, and you can expand it and it opens up to this huge sphere, this huge orb, and then you can crush it down, and it looks like these little spider legs that are spiking out? Hopefully, you guys get the picture that I mean, but that is the energy that I see. If you can imagine that kid’s toy, and when the energy is all squished in, it is the chaos frequency. The energy is everywhere, moving rapidly around an individual in all different spikes and dips and valleys in all different directions. And it’s absolutely chaotic. Absolutely 100% chaos. 

Okay, now, if you think about stretching that huge sphere, that toy out, and having it be this giant, very smooth sphere, you can think about that as the Calm Energy. When energy is the opposite of chaos, obviously, it’s nice and calm, and there are smooth vibrations. The vibrations are usually moving at a bit of a slower pace, but usually they’re swirling around in this beautiful kind of dance of energy, vibration, and color. There’s usually a rhythm, there’s usually a harmony, there’s usually a connection to the vibration, rather than the chaos that we can see in people who are stressed out, overworked, anxious.

I want to talk a little bit more about what calms the vibration and then what throws the vibration into chaos. And more and more as we enter into this quantum field, we are experiencing entire moments, no matter if that moment is two hours long, five days long, or three months long, we are experiencing entire moments of simultaneously calm vibrations, while simultaneously spiky, chaotic, restless, extreme vibrations. And that’s totally okay. That’s totally normal, in a sense, especially as we enter into this quantum frequency. This is why it’s important to talk about this. 

Now, obviously, most of you know how to calm your energy. Calming your mind will calm your vibration and frequency. Being around water or submerging yourself in water. So, taking a swim in the ocean, in a pool, in a hot tub, in a bath. Even taking a shower, even though it’s not a full submersion, definitely does the trick. Lighting things like sage or having crystals around you will help to harmonize, equalize, and mellow out your vibrational frequency. Obviously, calming the mind through meditation, physical exercise, also chills out your vibration.

Usually, your vibration gets into that chaotic state when a lot of things are coming up or wanting to release and purge out in you, but you’re not listening to them, and you just allow it to keep going, keep going, keep going. You’re just not taking the time to either release the vibrational frequency, deal with the emotions within yourself, and move forward. You need to be taking that time in between your daily activities to just chill, set intentions, quiet the mind, be present, and let go of the polarity between want and have and when and how much, and all of those thoughts that we have throughout our day. 

When we talk about chaos energy, this energy can be seen in a variety of different ways. But the most important thing is that a lot of the times that energy and vibration of chaos gets very misinterpreted within ourselves regarding what is excitement, what is something that is positive that’s happening within us, and what is anxiety. I believe that the energy and vibration of excitement and anxiety are the exact same, but we just perceive them in different ways. 

I see it all as the same. If someone is really, really excited, but also simultaneously maybe a little bit nervous about a big production that they’re going to be playing in, then likewise, that same person three months earlier, is really nervous or really anxious about a big test that they have, I will see their vibrational spikes and their aura and their frequency all as the same thing. 

We need to realize that it is our discernment, it is our perception on life that is going to actually propel that vibration into, one, harmonic frequency of a high vibration or, two, a disharmonic frequency of a low vibration. Either way, there are the same amount of spikes, the same amount of quickening, the same amount of vibration that is going to be around you, despite how you perceive it. The more positive you become, the more higher vibrational you become, and the more you change your perception away from being the victim, and into creating your own reality, the easier life becomes to see everything in a positive way, even if it’s something that’s kind of shitty that happens to you. 

We need to understand and know how to transmute that chaos energy, because in every moment, we could be triggered into that state of chaos energy, or that state of reaction, because that state of reaction is the same as that chaos energy. Everything is smooth and flowing and calm and aligned, then all of a sudden, something happens that throws off your expectation in that present moment, and you are in that state of chaos, you’re in that state of reaction.

It’s almost like that state of chaos is like three steps ahead of your present moment state. It’s like you’re running, you’re running, you’re running, and then all of a sudden, you run so fast that you trip over yourself. That is that state of reaction or chaos. You are literally vibrationally jumping too far ahead, you’re jumping to conclusions and you’re getting your energy in a bundle. You’re creating this chaos around you. It is completely unnecessary and doesn’t need to happen. You need to start trusting that everything in your life, everything in your reality, you created, you are the universe, the universe aligns everything in your life. Therefore, it’s trust, it all comes down to trust. The more that you trust yourself, the more that you trust the universe, the more you can trust that every moment is so beautifully and perfectly aligned into your life. If you feel that that moment wasn’t aligned to your life, then allow that moment to show you what a better alignment would look like. That’s it! 

Change when necessary, but don’t worry, and chaos yourself into this state of frenzy or needing to change or grasp onto something that isn’t happening just because you feel like you aren’t where you should be, you are. Half the time, people don’t want to change, and then the other half the time people are running away and creating way too much change. It’s got to be that healthy balance in allowing the chaos state to show you what the calm represents, but simultaneously allowing yourself to just let go and be in that state of calm, simultaneously. 

I want you to maybe go home, maybe you’re at home, light some sage, set some intentions for the moment. Light a candle, take a bath, be at peace, walk out in nature, spend time with your animals or pets, spend time with your kids, and just let go of that chaos state. Anytime you feel yourself veering, I want you to remind yourself that you love and trust yourself. Therefore, you love and trust the universe. Remind yourself that you are exactly where you need to be right here, right now. 

Once again, everyone, thank you so much for reading! I hope you’re having a beautiful day, a beautiful week. Bye for now!!

Hello again, and welcome back! Today, we’re talking all about emotions. Now, it’s very clear to most of us that emotions are the things that rule our everyday lives, whether it be an emotional attachment, an emotional rejection, an emotional reaction, we are dominated by these emotional states from moment to moment. Then, of course, you have the emotions on either end of the extreme. We need to understand emotional extremes and we also need to understand emotional neutrality. From my understanding, there really is no better or worse. Today, we’re just going to deep dive into everything- emotions. Hopefully, by the end of it, you feel a little bit more aligned, a little bit more educated, and a little bit more ready to be in control of your reality moving forward.  

Naturally, everyone has their own emotional equilibrium. I want you to just take a second in this moment to think about what that equilibrium is for you. On just a normal day of your life, what are the emotions, the thoughts, and the feelings that move through your mind and body? Now, I want you to think about your most exciting day. If you could have the best day of your life, first of all, what would be incorporated in that day? Also, once again, what are the thoughts, feelings, emotions that you’re going to be experiencing during that best day of your life? Really just sink into that. What is that for you? We need to understand, we need to know what these extreme levels are within ourselves. Likewise, I want you to think about the worst day of your life. Maybe it hasn’t even happened yet, but think about the thoughts, the feelings, the emotions, the reactions that occur in you, physically and non-physically, in that state of mind.

Now, I want you to just wash away all of that energy. Just clear it off from your system, just right now, right in this moment. I want you to ask yourself, “Am I in control of my emotional state?” For an example, I want you to think about a person in your life that you love very dearly, and you respect their opinion, and you enjoy communicating with this person, and all of a sudden, one day they start yelling at you and shouting at you, and twisting all of your love. Twisting it all around and projecting it back at you and saying, “You don’t love me. You don’t care about me. You’re selfish.” Really everything that you are, they twist around so that in their mind, you are not. In that moment, in that experience, where are you at with your emotions? Are you getting sucked in? Are you yelling back? Are you walking away? Are you laughing? Are you hugging them? Where are you at in that moment? 

By being in control of your emotions in an organic way, we allow ourselves to experience the wide range of what life has to offer us. I believe that as a human being and a hybrid and many other things, that’s important. The problem is that as we exist as humans, we limit our human experience, because maybe in childhood, we are told to suck it up, or to get over it, or to stop crying, or that showing emotion is a form of showing weakness. A lot of your ability to navigate your emotions really comes from your parents, and the tools that they had, or maybe quite possibly the tools that they never had. Ultimately, you can’t blame them for where you are. Ultimately, you can’t blame yourself for where you are. It’s about accepting exactly where you are, and also realizing and understanding where it came from, and being able to be aware of the past, the present, and how this is going to affect your future, where you all of a sudden become free and sovereign of some of those old limiting beliefs around emotions, and you’re able to express yourself freely.

Some people overemote to seek subconscious attention from those around you at an extreme level, let’s just say. Some people underemote to garner this projection of strength and independence, and some people are right in the middle, but they have their own limiting beliefs. Pretty much every human that I know, especially high vibrational spiritual ones, including myself, have some sort of block or limitation with emotions. Once again, as humans, in a lot of ways, emotions are our greatest strength, but also, simultaneously, emotions can be our greatest weakness. 

There’s no right or wrong with emotions. I would say to be an overly emotional person is to be very open and sensitive, and empathic, without having proper filters, or healthy boundaries around your ability to connect with other people’s emotions, and with the energies of the world as a whole. If you’re sitting there, and you tend to have an overreaction of emotion, especially the emotional spectrum of crying, feeling hurt a lot, feeling left out a lot, it’s just such a wide spectrum, but typically the more divine feminine emotions, like crying and releasing that way. I really, honestly honor all of you out there, whether you’re women or men, who have this spectrum of emotion, the crying aspect, because it is such a divine way to release pent-up emotion. In another way, it is a good representation of a very pure and very divine soul. You don’t have those blocks that are limitations that a lot of society have. Then there are whole cultures that really prohibit and shut down this natural release of emotion, even with women, which is very difficult. So, I really respect the individuals who are able to be open vessels of energy.

But also, these individuals because of their openness, and their consistent vulnerability, they tend to see the best in everyone and essentially, they tend to get taken advantage of because they can see the best in everyone, and that can be an issue. Or, maybe they’re so emotional that they have a hard time making decisions or finding direction, because they’re so caught up in the moment of experiencing that thing. That can be overstimulating. That can be too much. Almost so emotionally open, that you can’t really get anything done, because you’re just feeling the world around you, that can be paralyzing. If you are that type of individual, what I recommend is attempting to view things more objectively. 

Say, for example, I put an actual piece of luggage in front of you, and I said, “What does this bring up for you? What does this spark for you? How could you comprehend this piece of luggage?” You would say, “Oh, wow. Well, on my last trip to France, my partner engaged to me, and it was one of the best days of my life. I so want to do that again, and the luggage represents this love in this unity, in this expansion and expression.” Or, “Wow, yeah. I went ended up going to Thailand and wasn’t a great experience. My luggage got lost, and I had no clothes, and I had no money to buy any clothes. There was something important in that luggage,” whatever. If you’re more of an emotionally open and vulnerable individual, your instant association to anything in your life is going to be based off emotion and experiencing that emotion. We are so freakin’ powerful and so divine as beings, that we can take ourselves into a moment from childhood, and re-experience that whole moment in our own mind. 

The crazy part is that our brain can, as a matter of fact, not differentiate the imagination that we have to the actual living experience of everyday life. I think that that was a dream study that they did. So many people get very viscerally affected by their dreams and the study showed that our brain can’t tell the difference between waking life and dream life, which is pretty remarkable. Pulling yourself back into a memory can be quite exhausting, because you are embodying that entire experience in that moment, because you’re just an emotionally open vessel.

There are downfalls to that. What I would recommend is observe things in your life and even people in your life in an objective way. The luggage, for example, well, it’s luggage, and technically it holds things to go travel places. That’s a little extreme of being objective and aware, but hopefully you get my point. If you’re observing a loved one, maybe it’s a child of yours that you have, and they’re really struggling, and they’re really going through something. Maybe their first-ever boyfriend just broke up with them or something. You’re so in that emotion with them, you’re crying along with them, because you see your poor baby girl getting hurt, that you can’t actually objectively help them. This is where once again, cutting cords, clearing energies, separating, healthy boundaries is really important for everyone, even between husband and wife, or a parent and child, it’s really important to have those healthy boundaries.

Then, if we go all the way over to the extreme opposite end of the emotional spectrum, which I tend to find affects more divine masculine energies, it doesn’t matter what gender you are. Typically, you will have more of a divine masculine or more of a divine feminine energy. The more and more you strip away the layers of projection and expectation from others, you actually get closer and closer to the core of who you are organically. Slightly more divine masculine, slightly more divine feminine, and I’m talking energetically. You could be the girliest girl who dresses like a Barbie doll, who is like a bro. The way that you present yourself has nothing to do with the divine energy that you hold from within. Yes, of course, we all have both, but it’s it’s on a scale.

Right now, there’s more females who hold divine masculine energy than there are males who hold divine feminine energy. I believe because there has been so much trauma and limitations with the male and who the man is supposed to be that there’s this liberation within women first and then, there is going to be this switch around with men. It’s already happening. It really got started with the women’s movement, the women’s ability to buy property, the women’s ability to vote, the women’s ability to work. All of a sudden, now the women are working, the men are working less. This change is already starting to happen. It’s not a bad or a good thing. I think it’s a positive thing, because we get to end up at this place, where each and every one of us are balanced between the divine masculine and feminine energies. But I’m definitely digressing. 

Emotional neutrality. It is basically this place where you are objectively aware of everything. You don’t really move forward on experiencing everything emotionally. It’s almost like when you have this emotional neutrality, you’re removed slightly from every aspect of life, until there’s a cue or a sign that ticks off in your mind that says, “Ding, ding, ding, this is the time to blank, be emotional.” “This is the time to blank, be compassionate.” “This is the time to be loving.” “This is the time to be angry.” Then, it kicks in, and then you move forward from there. This also has many pros and cons. With that divine masculine energy, it’s really about holding the space, and we need that in society. Just as much as we need emotional vulnerability, we need the divine space holders for the vulnerability. Essentially, like I mentioned, moving into 5D and a higher vibration, we’re all moving into this place where we can not only be emotionally vulnerable in one moment, but in the next, we can be holding the space for others, or even for our own selves. I mean, that’s ultimately sovereignty, that’s freedom, in that way. 

We’re going to get there, but until we do, some of the negative effects of the emotional neutrality are, it’s very difficult to hold relationships, could be sister-brother, parent-child, even romantic partners. It’s very difficult to hold relationships that are meaningful in your life if you don’t allow your walls to be broken down, and allow yourself to be a little bit, just a little bit more emotionally vulnerable. Because in a very structured, analytical, logical, mind-oriented, thinking way, it’s easier for relationships to be contractual than it is for relationships to be emotional and connected at deeper levels. Maybe some of these people who have emotional neutrality, maybe it makes more sense for them to block out emotions. Maybe that’s how they were raised in the old country or in childhood, is that in order to be a man or in order to be strong, you need to do this instead of this. Maybe there were a lot of emotional people around you in childhood, and you felt you didn’t want to be an extra burden, so you held back on your own emotions. Maybe you needed to be older than you were, and you held back your emotions. 

Whatever the case, may even go into past lifetimes. A lot of people also have these emotional blocks. What happens if we don’t allow ourselves to release the emotions through crying or yelling– I mean, yelling in a positive productive way, not just yelling out of anger, or journaling, or communicating, or jogging, or just allowing yourself to feel those emotions and release them. The problem with that is that they will be stored in your body, and they will come out. Oh, trust me, one way or another. Today, tomorrow, 10 years from now, just wait and see, it’s going to be a big surprise when all of those pent-up emotions come out. Maybe all have those pent-up emotions build and they create a tumor. Maybe it’s creating high blood pressure. It’s going to have physical effects on your body. 

What I would recommend for people, individuals who are dealing with emotional neutrality, being really removed from emotions, really removed from relationships, most of the time in order to protect yourself. What I recommend for these people is, I want you to play around with emotions, but in a safe environment. If you were to write a list about all of the things that make you feel emotional, whether it’d be happy emotions, or sad emotions, most likely they’re going to be people and relationships and very complex dynamics of life. I don’t care about any of them. I want you to focus on emotions that are simple. What do you feel when you eat your food? What do you feel when you go out for a jog? What do you feel when you dress yourself in the morning? These are the emotions that we need to focus on from moment to moment.

In order to conclude this blog, I just want to say there is no better or worse, there are pros and cons to both the extremes in emotions and the extremes in emotional neutrality and being removed, and a little bit blocked from emotions. There are pros and cons to both aspects, both sides, but it’s always going to be about finding a balance. You should always be releasing your emotions. At the same time, checking in with yourself and trying not to be too invested in the experience of the emotional realm around you. 

As always, thank you all so much for reading. Bye for now!!

Hello, again, beautiful beings of light. Today, I am talking all about a topic that honestly, I’ve never really spoken about before. We’re going to talk all about the western medicine system. Before I dive deep, I just want to mention that I am not a doctor, I have absolutely zero expertise in this field, I don’t even consider myself to be a medical medium. Just take this information with a grain of salt. I always understand the best teachers as the ones who never tell you what to do or what not to do. This blog post has nothing to do with what you should or should not do. I will never be that teacher. The second that I am telling people what to do or how to behave or how to act or what to eat, call me out on it, please! I want to continue to keep myself aligned to a higher vibrational frequency, which basically means that I need to keep aligned to a higher perception above the polarity. 

I don’t want to say that there’s a lot of issues within the spiritual community, but there are. I just think that in a lot of ways, the New Age spiritual community, we have a lot of different directions. There are a lot of different foundational factors within this community and belief system. One of the most brilliant things about New Age or Spiritual Awakening is that one of its main foundations is free will. Ultimately, no matter what you want to believe in, you’re open, and you’re free to believe in that. That should always be the number one biggest foundational factor of spirituality and awakening and ascension and 5D, is free will. You have the right to agree or disagree with anything. That’s what I try to promote in my content as well. If this doesn’t resonate with you, then it’s not for you.

But there’s also still a lot of attachment to dogma and belief systems, and entrapment, and bypassing, and judgment, even within the spiritual community. I’ve been judged before on the fact that I don’t meditate every day. People are like, “Oh, well, you can’t be a spiritual teacher, if you’re not meditating, if you’re not doing the work.” Then my response is, “Okay, so in your perception, meditating to you is doing the work.” That’s obviously how that person perceives being spiritual, which is not what I believe at all. The basis for my belief, and understanding of the nonphysical, metaphysical world, and essentially, the center point to where we are right now is that it isn’t just all about the nonphysical, metaphysical world. It’s not. If we were a 12-dimensional, etheric, ascended master being that did not take shape, or form or have a body, then yeah, sure, let’s focus all on the energy, let’s focus all on the ascension, let’s focus all on moving forward and raising our vibration. But that’s not where we are right now. We have to accept that and admit that in order to find full balance, and full harmony between both realities.

Let’s talk about the western medicine world. I personally come from a background of questioning everything, of major conspiracy, of the understanding of the light and the dark, the understanding of the nefarious agendas that are out there on the planet. Yeah, absolutely, all of that stuff is real and legit. I also come from a background of exploring alternative medicine, beliefs, and understanding in the eastern world, and me personally, I don’t want to say I cured myself from lupus. But yeah, I mean, I was diagnosed with lupus at 18. All the blood tests, positive ANA tests, all the red flags, so the blood vessels in my fingernails were, I don’t know, capillaries or whatever were blown up. All my fingernails were jagged. I don’t know, but they said that that was a sign. I had secondary Raynaud’s syndrome. My legs would blow up and got super inflamed. My joints would hurt. It was all there, it was all positive. It took me six months of internal meditation, contemplation, inner work, self-love, breaking down, building up, took me six months. I went back to the blood specialist, I forget what they’re called. All of my ANA tests, all of my positive blood tests came back negative. He didn’t know what to say, he was baffled.

That proved to me that it really comes down to energy and vibration. I still believe that, although it’s not all about energy, energy comes first and foremost. The aftermath of the vibration that you’re holding is then portrayed within the physical container or the body that you’re in.

One of the problems that I see time and time again is individuals completely avoiding and evading the western medical system, because they hold the energy of corruption, or of scams, or of money laundering, or of pharmaceuticals. I agree. Once again, I agree with that perception. What I don’t agree with is completely axing out a whole world of possibility, and only focusing on eastern medicine, and only focusing on alternative healthcare practices. Like I said, if something’s going on, it could be cancer, it could be autoimmune, it could be a skin rash, it could be an ache and pain in your leg, the number one first thing that I recommend that everyone does, and this is what I do in my own reality is, okay, so why is this happening? What is the lesson? What is the limiting belief associated with that lesson? How can I learn that? How can I be vulnerable? How can I learn my lesson? How can I break down my walls further? How can I release this energetically? I also believe at the same time that there are solutions within the western medicine system, not necessarily like pharmaceuticals, but I’m also talking about surgeries and things like that. There are solutions that I strongly believe were actually given to us from interdimensional beings. I know it sounds weird. 

Think about Tesla and free energy machines, or Leonardo da Vinci, and drawing up the first ever helicopter way before flying machines were ever a thing. I believe that there’s certain people within society who have had higher connections to other realms, other dimensions, maybe other lifetimes, maybe just interdimensional beings as is. Those people have been anchoring in solutions for humanity. Things like penicillin, antibiotics, certain surgeries, there’s a lot of things that we don’t have issues with anymore that allow us to get ourselves out of survival mentality. This honestly, now that I’m talking about it, it brings up vaccines, it brings up the whole vaccine debate. I am not one to be a huge anti-vaxxer. I don’t label myself as that. What I am is someone who is a proponent or a support system to anyone who has the free will to say no. I encourage that free will. But I also want to say that only focusing on one aspect of what you believe may be right, may actually be limiting you to what else could be out there. It’s important that we look at all possibilities. Yes, there is a lot of corruption within the western medical system. Absolutely. But we need to realize that there’s also solutions as well. 

What I recommend is just opening your mind and your eyes to all possible scenarios, all potential solutions. I’m not going to name one thing or another and say, well, chemo is bad, vaccines are bad, I’m not going to go ahead and mention these things because I want you to make up your own mind. I also don’t want you to just only look at the energy behind things and only look at the alternative medicine and solutions that way. To be 5D is to look at both polarities. To be 3D is to only look at the western, only look at the physical, only look at the pharmaceutical, only look at that. Once again, to be 3D is to only look at the eastern, to only look at the vitamins and supplements, to only look at the energy. We need to realize that that’s not the only solution, and there are certain things that you may not have thought about before, that are actually going to be a pretty good solution for you.

If you’re sitting there thinking, “I’ve dealt with chronic pain my whole life, and I’ve never been able to overcome it. I’ve tried all the things, the CBDs, and the rubs, and the acupuncture and the inner work,” sometimes it is deeper, sometimes it is a past lifetime. Sometimes there’s a solution out there that you just weren’t looking at, because you hold resentment against a certain faction within society. It doesn’t have to be that way. We need to look at all of our options. We need to have a balance, and that’s just what I want to put out there, is just to really open and expand your mind. 

Honestly, it’s difficult to say with the vaccinations. It’s difficult to say, in my own mind, and I don’t have kids, so this isn’t really a debate in my own life. This isn’t something that I have to deal with yet. But right now, I hold the perception of, we can’t just say that all vaccines are bad, it would be wrong energetically, just to say, “No, they’re all bad.” We can’t say that they’re all good either. Ultimately, we need to ask ourselves, and remove ourselves from the emotional reaction of holding some sort of belief system within our body in order to be objectively aware and get ourselves back to neutrality and zero point in order to fully understand what works for us and what doesn’t work for us. 

Within the spiritual community, what is wrong is that people believe that there is a right and wrong. There is just a right here right now. There is just harmony or disharmony, but we need to realize that that harmony or disharmony signature vibrationally changes every single moment. If right now, in this moment, you eat a mango, and you have a reaction to the mango, it doesn’t mean that you’re allergic to mango, and you never can touch it for the rest of your life. You’re creating a pattern that doesn’t need to be there. When you limit and pigeonhole yourself into some sort of belief based off of an experience, whether that experience be firsthand or secondary, getting the information from a spiritual teacher, or an article, or a TV show, or a video on YouTube, ultimately, the greatest power that we can have, as a true master in this binary reality is the power and the ability to understand what is in alignment with us in that one moment. 

Say for example, next week, going back to the mango example, you have a friend say, “Hey, mangoes are super detrimental to your health.” You’re like, “Oh, really? I never knew that. Okay, cool. Yeah.” You think to yourself, “Well, I’m conscious, I attracted that conversation for a reason.” Fantastic. Good for you for being aware of that and taking responsibility for attracting that. Checkmark. Then, a couple of days later, you watch a YouTube video, just “randomly” pops up on the suggested YouTube page. You’re like, “Yeah, sure. I’ll give this mango video a try.” You watch a video. Same thing. Mangoes, oh, who knew? Super detrimental to your health. You’re like, “Oh, here it is again. This is so wild. Okay, message received, message from the universe.” Then subsequently, instead of just taking this information verbatim, bringing it into your life, you try a mango, you actually eat the mango. 

Once again, your body has a negative reaction to the mango, ding, ding, ding, okay, validated, validated, validated! Fantastic. Those moments as an awakener, as a conscious sentient being, those moments happen all the time. When you’re in it, it all has the same theme. Whether you’re dealing with an ego-death or vulnerability or shadow work or happiness or opportunity, there’s always a theme, which is beautiful. But that is the theme for that moment. That is the theme for that week. Don’t hold that theme as your individual truth moving forward.

Let’s just bring it to a more serious example. Say, for example, you have a tumor. Okay, I believe that a tumor is a buildup of old vibrational frequency that turns into a mass of cells in your body. Typically, it’s where you hold that vibrational frequency in your body where that tumor is going to be built up. Say, for example, you have an aunt, who also had a tumor, who got the tumor removed, and the surgery was a success, and it was great. She could just continue to live her life and she lived a nice long life after that. Say, for example, you read a book of this woman who decreased her tumor by taking turmeric and supplements and coconut oil and whatever, castor oil, whatever the combination of things was. So, you have the perspective that you can do it one of two ways. Just like I mentioned in one of my previous podcasts, you can say yes and yes, to both options. I’m telling you, you really can, you can do both. Why does it have to be all one or all the other? Why do you have to pigeonhole yourself into just choosing one option? 5D is seeing everything the way that it is, the way that it could be, and then making a choice of what feels best to you. You’re aware of both sides of things. Now what? Now how do you move forward? That piece is up to you. 

In one of my recent blog post, I also said you can play the game until you can’t. Play the game until you can’t. Play both sides of things until you simply can’t anymore, until you have to make a choice. It’s okay to be on the fence as long as you’re moving forward with both. If you’re on the fence and you’re stagnant, and you’re not growing, and you’re not hustling, and you’re not moving forward, and you’re not learning, and you’re on the fence because you just don’t want to make a decision, then that’s a different story. That’s called bypassing. I’ll just let the universe figure it out. That is giving your power away. That’s not good. It’s not a good thing. 

Once again, I’m not here to make any decisions for you. I’m not here to say what is right or what is wrong for you. I’m simply here to say take a look at all options, and try not to demonize the western medical world in the way that it has been demonized. Yes, there are a lot of things wrong with it. There are a lot of things that I don’t agree with, but that’s because I don’t feel in harmonic alignment with those things. There are some things that I do feel in harmonic alignment with, and I feel that these were brought to the planet for a reason. When I go up on these ships and I talk to interdimensional beings and we have a little powwow up there, they have tons of technology, they have tons of advancement, they have tons of solutions. They don’t get disease in their body, not only because they’re spiritually advanced, but because they’re technologically advanced as well. 

A lot of us, if we were to look at that society, we would say, “Oh, well, that’s all western medicine.” In a way it is, is what these beings have. But in a way, they are able to advance, they are able to ascend consciously, they are able to figure out greater understandings of the universe, because they are not locked into suffering, because they have those solutions. Let go of any fears that you may be holding, or having behind the western medical world, or really let go of any fears or resentment that you’re holding or having behind any aspect of this reality, good, bad, or ugly. It’s not about that. It’s about opening your mind and understanding that there is a lot to look at. The more we have attachment to looking at just one thing, the more limited and confined we become. 

Once again, everyone, thank you so much for reading this blog. Bye for now!!

Hello again, beautiful beings of light. Thank you all so much for being here. As always, I greatly appreciate your presence. 

I always love having names for situations that humans go through. Just today, I channeled a new situation that humans go through all the time. Whether you are in a straight relationship, a gay relationship, a fluid relationship, or just a relationship with yourself, you’re probably going to connect with the content in this blog, because it deals with masculine-feminine energies, not just male, female genders, it deals with energies. The word or the terminology that I came up with, associated with this syndrome is DID syndrome. I know it sounds super professional. Basically, it’s called Damsel in Distress Syndrome, DIDS. Ultimately, what this means is when you’re in a relationship, or you just have some sort of dynamic situation, connection, relationship with anyone else, there’s typically always a more masculine energy in that dynamic and a more feminine energy in that dynamic. 

The easiest dynamics that we can talk about are relationship dynamics. Ultimately, what it comes down to is when the divine feminine person in that relationship, which gender doesn’t matter in this case, when that divine feminine energy is in full flow of their own beautiful divine femininity, it typically creates this damsel in distress energy, which means that that divine feminine is very open, very floaty, very go with the flow, very empathic, very sensitive, very all of the things. The divine masculine energy in that dynamic or relationship will instantaneously need to have this overprotective, overcautious, over controlling type of vibration, type of energy. It’s important to know and to understand that this is what’s typically created between divine masculine and divine feminine energies in a romantic relationship. The problem with this is that the divine male will always try to be protective. If anything, the divine male will actually try to be more protective, which means more controlling, and more structured, and more logical and analytical, and more closed off, and more walls up. The divine feminine gets even more divine feminine. We need to realize that the more polarity we have within relationships, the more polarity we’re creating.

If you’re sitting at home, and you’re reading this, or you’re wherever, and you’re thinking to yourself, “Yeah, me and my wife, or me and my husband, we just can never get on the same page. We always try to communicate, but it’s always a hit and miss.” Most likely, it’s just because you’re communicating in one extreme polarity and your partner is communicating in another extreme polarity. It’s really important to realize that, in order to be balanced within the relationship, you must first be balanced within you, within yourself. The more feminine you are, the more masculine he’s going to be or she is going to be, because that divine male feels like they need to save you from yourself essentially is what it comes down to. 

As the divine feminine, the more you step into the power, take the lead, make decisions, prove to your partner even though it shouldn’t be done through the energy of proof, but prove to your partner and to yourself that you can do this, that you don’t need their help to solve your problems, the less and less that partner of yours is going to feel like they need to solve your problems and the more the two of you can communicate on the same even playing field, if that makes sense. 

Same thing with the divine masculine. If you feel your partner is very over emotional, very hysterical most of the time, very over-reactionary, and you’re pretty much cool, calm, and collective and very logical and analytical, then for you to be more vulnerable and more compassionate in your communication and expression style is going to allow space for your partner to once again step up, and take care of you. Instead of always having it figured out, instead of always knowing what the next step is, it’s really important that you let go of that a little bit, let go of that leadership, and allow your partner, your divine feminine partner to take care of you. This is really important. 

I believe that a fifth-dimensional relationship really comes down to a balance between both parties of divine feminine and masculine energies. A 3D relationship, which is singular, it’s linear, it’s polarized, it’s one or the other, a 3D relationship, which, especially if you have been with your partner for a while, really is the old traditional way of thinking. “Oh, you complete me.” “Oh, you’re my other half.” “Oh, you’re my better half.” Ultimately, that’s fine, but I’m telling you right now that it’s unsustainable. The reason why is because you will continue to feel there is a void, to feel there is a gap within you, to feel you need to fill that gap within yourself with the other person. The second that that other person is not in your life, guess what’s going to happen? You’re going to be scrambling feeling like you’re not enough without that other person in your life. 

A 5D relationship means that you step into the relationship as a whole individual, without any lack, without any polarity, without any gaps, you are stepping in whole and complete as you are, and then you attract an individual, who is also whole and complete within themselves. There are no missing links, there are no gaps. It’s just you and that other person, and then you can create a beautiful relationship where there is no lack, there is no filling voids, there is no even missing that person. I know it sounds awful. It’s like, “What? I want to miss my partner,” but it’s not. It just means that you’re whole and complete. I want you to ask yourself right now, are you the damsel in distress or are you the protector? Are you the divine feminine or are you the divine masculine? What roles do you play in your romantic relationship? What do you expect from your partner?

I want to give you all a challenge moving forward. I want you to play a different role. Honestly, if you’re a single person as well, I just want to include you into this. If you’re single, and you’ve been frustrated, because you keep attracting the same guy over and over again, or the same girl over and over again, once again, I want you to ask yourself, who am I being and therefore, who am I attracting? Am I whole and complete within myself? If you are in a beautiful relationship, that maybe isn’t always as loving as you’d like it to be or the communication is off every once in a while, then I want you to ask yourself, how can we recreate this relationship so that it satisfies and fulfills both of us to the highest vibrational degree. That’s really important as well. We are all being pushed and tested to move into this 5D place. This place where we can be both the male and the female, both the mom and the dad. 

I know I was pushed into that place when I went into a same-sex relationship. I’m like, “Wait, how does this work? Who’s who here?” A 3D relationship as well, you have your role and I have mine and you’re the man and I’m the female, and it just doesn’t work that way anymore. It doesn’t matter if you’re gay, straight, gray, or fluid. Ultimately, we’re being pushed into being whole and complete within ourselves. There will still be tension. There will still be resistance within your relationship if there is something within you that is missing, and then the expectation that your partner will fill that, which is an old and traditional way of thinking, and navigating this world. Ultimately, what do you want in a relationship? 

One more piece of homework that I’m going to leave you all off with. I’m going to give you homework for if you’re in a relationship, and I’m going to give you homework if you’re single. It’s going to be very similar. If you’re in a relationship, I want you all at home, in your own free time, maybe right after reading this blog, I want you to grab your notebooks, I want you to create a T-chart, kind of looks like a cross. On one half of the T-chart, I want you to say, “What is either my current relationship, or what have my past relationships been like?” Writing down all the characteristics, and all the traits, all the pros and all the cons of your old relationships or your current one. Then on the other half of the T-chart, I want you to ask yourself, what is my most ideal relationship? What do I really want? How do I become in the most harmonic alignment with a partner, and therefore with myself? 

I know that I’ve assigned this before to other clients and individuals who have been married for many, many years. They have apprehension in filling out the second half of this T-chart, and I don’t blame them. Their apprehension comes from the fact that they’re worried, they’re scared, and they turn to me and they say, “Well, Elizabeth, what if I want all of these things and my partner is just not that and they never will be that?” I say to them, “Have you tried? Have you even asked for what you want?” Or, “Have you been completely feeding into the consistency and the safety of the norm, of the right now? Have you even asked for what you want from your partner? Have you had that dialogue and conversation? Don’t just assume that they’re not willing to change, you need to ask for what you want.” 

For all of you single people out there, it is no longer time to settle when dating in relationships at all. I always tell my single friends and they always roll their eyes at me, but it’s true. If it’s not fire, don’t bother. Fire, what I mean is that passion, that drive, that connection, that spark! Sometimes, that fire is karmic. Sometimes, that relationship and connection is momentary. Maybe it’s a couple days, maybe it’s a couple weeks, maybe it’s a couple months. Sometimes, that fire is a life partner. Sometimes that fire is just a lesson, a very painful and stubborn and angering lesson that you have to learn. But if it’s not fire, why bother holding space for someone, again, on another date? I always get mad at my single friends. “What are you doing? You said you didn’t really feel it.” “Oh, I’m trying again. I’m just hoping that this is going to be the time.” I tell them every time, it’s not going to be the time. If it wasn’t there initially, you can’t build on that. You build on fire, and then you navigate, and then you see. Then just because you have fire doesn’t mean it’s the end all to be all. It just means that there’s something there that you have to experience together. 

For all of you who have been in long-term relationships, and you don’t feel fire with your partner, and you’re sitting there thinking, “Shit, what am I going to do?” You can create that fire again. I know you can. I’m saying this from experience. You can start a brand-new relationship with the one that you’ve been with for years. I know this. Once again, if you’re not willing to change, and you’re not willing to ask for change, then nothing will change. You’re reading this blog for a reason. You’re here for a reason. It’s time to live your best life in the highest vibration possible in a 5D relationship. But once again, you’ve got to have that 5D relationship with yourself first, and then you can start to have that with someone else.

Thank you all so much once again for being here. 

Keep up the good vibes everyone. I know it’s a crazy tumultuous time, but you’re here for a reason, you signed up for this for a reason and it’s finally time to live your best life. 

Bye for now!!

Today, I’m talking all about your soul contracts, your blueprint, and essentially your destiny. How can we override our contracts? How can we override our destiny and utilize more of our free will? Maybe we don’t even want to. I’ll be talking all about these concepts, free will versus destiny, how to override your original blueprints, how we can be most in balance, and what the blueprint is altogether. I’m just going to briefly define what a soul contract or a soul blueprint is. Before I get into that, I just want to say that I’m going to be interchanging the words blueprint, destiny, and contract. For the sake of ease for this podcast, they’re all the same thing. Soul contract, soul blueprint, and soul destiny, once again, all the same thing in this context. 

First, I want to just define what a soul contract or blueprint is. Essentially, what it is, is a plan that you made before your incarnation. This plan consisted of all of the challenges, hurdles, and the beautiful successes that you would have in this particular incarnation. We do this for every single lifetime that we ever live, both on and off this planet, both in the past and in the future. You do this if you are a tree, you do this if you are a dog, you do this if you are an ant. Every incarnation has a soul blueprint, no matter where you are in the universe. 

I want to talk about my experiences with blueprints. I tap into people’s soul contracts and blueprints all the time. The reason why is because I check into someone through my channeling, and I want to see if they’re on the right path. If they’re on the right track, and that’s a question that I get asked all the time. “Elizabeth, am I doing the right things? Am I on the right track?” Technically, there is no right or wrong, you’re living your life, you’re in the journey of things, and there’s no, “Am I on the right path?” You are always on the right path. The better question would be, am I aligned to my soul contracts? Am I aligned to my blueprint? 

I want to just briefly explain our spirit guides and their relation to your soul contracts and your blueprint. It’s really important that all of you understand that spirit guides are simply just guidance for you. They never make a decision for you. Every once in a while, they’ll come through and support you, or give you synchronicity, or send you a message that you’re on the right track. Every once in a while, they’ll come through and give you a little bit of a warning, and a red flag and tell you you’re maybe not aligned to your blueprints and you’re going a different direction. 

Once again, your blueprints are also a part of your challenges. It doesn’t mean that your blueprints are all rainbows and butterflies. Your blueprints are also bad things as well that we have to experience in order to learn our lessons. I tap into my own blueprints and other people’s blueprints all the time. 

Your blueprint, the plan that you made before your incarnation. Who created it? This is really important to understand that it wasn’t your guardian angel. It wasn’t your spirit guides. It was you. You are the only driving force behind your reality, whether that be free will or destiny. We need to all take our power back and realize that our blueprints were created by us, not by anyone else. Our destiny was created by us, not by anyone else. 

A lot of religious people like to think that our destiny was created by God. I believe that we all have source energy within us. We are all a part of God, in a sense, if you want to use that word. I like to use source. That being said, we as a part of source energy, are the only ones who set in motion our destiny. We are the only ones who put challenges and hurdles and experiences on our path so that we can transcend, so that we can move forward, so that we can grow as a soul.

What makes up our existence? This is very important. Our existence consists of two main things. That is, if you scrape away all the projection, all the chaos, all the emotions, all the attachment, our existence consists of two main things. One half of it is free will, and the other half, just like we mentioned, is destiny. It’s our blueprint. It’s our contracts. 

A lot of people understand and think that our free will and our destiny are two very separate things. From my own experience and my channeling, I’ve understood that they are essentially the same thing. The reason why I believe this is because if you think about our destiny being our blueprint, or contracted, guess who created that? We did. With our free will before our incarnation, we created the blueprint of our life. Our destiny was created by our free will. Therefore, technically, there is no difference between free will and destiny. 

The reason why people believe that destiny or our blueprint or contracts are out of our hands is because we do not remember creating the initial contract, to begin with. Just because we don’t remember doesn’t necessarily mean that we didn’t create it. There is no other entity, no other force in the entire universe that can override our free will to create a destiny for us. It simply goes against the laws of the universe. Nothing else can take away our free will. Nothing else, no one else, no other entity or being or force can create our destiny or our contracts for us. It’s simply impossible. We need to take our power back and realize that our destiny was created by our free will. 

If we go a little bit deeper into what really creates our blueprint, what was the mindset in a sense, what was the soul set that we were in, in creating our blueprint for this lifetime, for this incarnation? From what I understand, in sitting down with my own spirit guides and guardian angel, I sat down to, once again, put challenges, hurdles, and successes in my life for two reasons. One is to learn new lessons. If we’re not learning new lessons, then essentially, we’re not growing and moving forward. The only way we can learn new lessons is if we complete the lessons that we were set out to learn in past lifetimes, or past incarnations. 

Say, for example, it’s like, “Okay, great. Well, my last lifetime, I was a cheetah, and I had to leave my little baby cheetah behind because he was injured, and it was soul-crushing for me, but in order to feed the other two cheetah babies that I had, I had to make that decision.” So, you start to realize that these challenges are growth points, and no matter what body you are incarnated into, we’re actually all learning the same things in a physical capacity. Based on that lesson that I learned in that past lifetime, I’m now moving on and learning a new lesson in this lifetime. Our contracts consist of new lessons and our contracts also consist of old karma. 

A lot of spiritualists, a lot of people believe that karma is only a concept that was created on this prison planet, Planet Earth, when that’s not the case at all. Any energy, any lessons that have been left uncompleted have to be revisited in the future. That is the same rule that applies to every incarnated being all across the universe. Every incarnated being has some sort of karma from some sort of lifetime. I have tapped into people’s contracts and blueprints and akashic records and seen that in an Anunnaki lifetime, millions, billions of years ago, technically in our timeline, billions of years ago, they had an Anunnaki lifetime where they destroyed a whole civilization, and they’re back here as a human, basically repenting their sins, if you want to be all religious, but really, it’s completing old energy, it’s completing old karma.

Karma can follow us for decades, it’s something that is always within our cloud storage. It’s something that’s always within our soul. Eventually, we have to revisit it, we cannot run away from energy. It is simultaneous, it is consistent, it is constant. Once again, our blueprints for every incarnation consist of new lessons and old karma. How can we learn something new, revisit something old, and move forward with all of that, and really still enjoy ourselves? So, that’s what makes up our blueprints. Let’s talk about free will a little bit. 

Free will is a concept that is always in action in every moment from the point of soul creation to the point of soul evolution. Free will is always a constant, always, always, always! You may hate your boss and think that you have no choice in the matter of doing the work or being in that job, but essentially, you always have the free will to choose whether or not you want to be there or whether or not you want to move to a different job. You always have that choice. Every being in existence has free will. Once again, it is a universal law. It is a universal constant. Free will is always in action.

I want to talk about how to override your blueprint. First of all, I just want to mention that you probably don’t want to do this. The reason being is because we all created our blueprints in the most divine, the most aligned, the most unhindered place possible. We were pure souls, we were pure consciousness, without ego, without attachment, without projection, without emotion. We created our blueprints in the best way that we possibly could so that we could get the most out of this lifetime.

I want to give you an example. Say, for example, you had a contract, you wrote in your blueprints that you are going to meet a person, a partner, a romantic partner in this lifetime. Say, for example, you and this romantic partner have had five lifetimes together. Part of your contracts in this lifetime was to meet, to get married, to have children, to complete the karma from a past lifetime where maybe you weren’t able to have children, and then to move on. Your contracts, your blueprint was simply to be together with that partner for 10 years to go through those experiences. Within that relationship, you could have learned new lessons with your children, with that partner. You could have also completed old karmic patterns as well from past lifetimes. But at the end of the day, that blueprint with that partner was for 10 years. That contract was for 10 years. You always have the free will in every moment. You have the free will to leave that partner after five years. Subsequently, you also have the free will to continue with that partner for the next 10 years. But guess what? The second that we resist and go against our blueprint with our free will, it’s totally fine, it’s up to you, that’s when you’re going to start receiving a lot of messages, a lot of patterns. You’re probably going to start hitting a lot of walls. There are probably going to be a lot of red flags around you. It’s up to you whether you see the signs or not. It’s up to you whether you want to continue with that blueprint or not. 

Typically, when people leave relationships, say, five years, even though you’re supposed to be together for 10, maybe a year goes by, and all of a sudden, out of the blue, you’re reconnected. Then you’re reconnected for the next four years. Then after the 10-year blueprint, you leave the person and you move on. That’s great. That’s amazing. Your spirit guides will be right there to help you maintain and be on that blueprint. Our blueprints are very strategic, and they help us be the most ideal version of our incarnated self. Essentially, we don’t really want to override our blueprints, but of course, life isn’t perfect, even though it’s always divinely perfect, and we can override our blueprints, and most likely do override our blueprints in every moment with our free will. This is when listening to the signs is very important. 

I also wanted to mention that it’s our ego, that typically overrides our destiny most of the time. Say, for example, back to the job. You have a job, you’re blueprinted to have that job for three years. After three years, you’re like, “Ah, I’m really unhappy. It’s getting more and more apparent that I’m unhappy and more and more apparent that I’m not being respected.” In order to learn that lesson, to overcome that challenge, you need to stand in your power, you need to follow through on your blueprints, and you need to leave that job after three years because you’re no longer learning anything more. That’s really what the blueprint is all about. 

There’s not a lot of growth. You’ve completed your new lessons, you’ve completed your old karma, now there’s nothing there for you. We feel that way in a variety of ways. In friendships, in romantic relationships, in jobs, in opportunities, there’s a point in time where we all hit a wall and that thing in our life is no longer serving us. Listen to the signs, let that go. If your ego or your auto autopilot programming, tells you, “Oh, but this job is easy, and I get a good salary. It’s got benefits. What if I’m not strong enough to get another job? What if no one wants me? What if I’m too old to be in this field anymore?” What is all of that? All of that is your attachment to the life that you’ve lived full of your expectations, full of your memories, full of your actions, and reactions of the past. It’s your autopilot, it’s your ego, that is holding you back from listening to the signs, and from aligning yourself to your original soul contracts.

Have you ever heard of a story, really weird, maybe not a glitch in the matrix, but something weird and coincidental? Like a family member of yours, saying, “Oh, I was on the highway the other day, and I had a near-miss of a car accident. I’m so glad that I missed that car accident.” Then, a week goes by and they’re in an intersection, and they get into a car accident anyway. No matter how much you try and resist your contracts, you have to go through that. A lot of the times, those negative challenges are actually quite positive because that person then changes their life because of that accident. Or that person then completes and clears karma because of that challenge. These blueprints, whether perceived as negative or positive, are around us for a reason, and they help us transcend and move through life as fast as possible. We want to be listening at all times. We want to let go of those pre-programming ego autopilot projections. 

In order to be the most balanced in life, we should have a really good mix of predestined contracts, destiny, and free will. It’s great to allow life to happen to us but it’s also great to be in the driver’s seat and say, “No, I don’t think so,” or, “Yes, I want that.” Once again, at the end of the day, even though it was in your blueprints to leave your job after three years, it always, always, always comes down to your own free will and essentially your action that either continues and perpetuates that blueprint, or stops that blueprint in its tracks, and holds you back from getting the most out of life. Your free will and your action behind your free will, whether you’re aware of acting with your blueprint or against your blueprint, your free will, will always be the guiding factor. It will always be that action step to take you in the right direction. 

The more conscious we become, the more aligned we are to our original path. It’s a paradox. It’s a thought experiment in thinking about it. What came first, the chicken or the egg? What came first, the free will or the destiny? Now we know it’s always been free will. Free will creates our destiny. When we think about aligning ourselves consciously to our blueprint, it almost feels like we don’t have free will to choose where we want to go, because life is just happening to us. Once again, you are the one who signed the contracts, who created the blueprint, and who set in line and in motion the entire life that you’re living today.

Well, that is all from me and how to override your destiny. At the end of the day, I don’t recommend trying to override your destiny, but I do recommend bringing conscious awareness to every moment. Next time you’re faced with a life-altering situation or decision, I want you to ask yourself, “Was this in my contract?”

I hope you all have a beautiful rest of your day!!