Seeking Guidance! Dive into my honest and vulnerable video where I open up about my internal conflict. Help me decide between reaching millions with polarizing content or playing it safe. Join the discussion and share your perspective in the comment section below. Thank you for your input!
Oh sweetheart – this IS the time, isn’t it! I don’t think we can play it safe right now, we have to be true to who we are, to our mission. Authentic is the word that keeps coming up. I’m going thru my own (small) identity crisis – I’ve been “a Peacenik” for 56 years! Now I’ve been challenged by my rebrand designer (I make Flower & gemstone essences) to give up my ‘stop the war’ Instagram posting & focus on health & healing only. I am already banned permanently from Facebook so at least I don’t have to make decisions there – (possibly for my Save Our Oceans posts on Fb but I don’t know, as they don’t tell you – they just told me they considered me “a dangerous individual or organisation”!) I have said myself that my present mission is to let people know theses essences are available & can help heal people. I have not got anything like so much at stake as you, so it’s not a similar situation … but you might find this useful? I was persecuted in past lives for speaking my truth & for supporting leaders who were doing the same. Some awful stuff happened to me. I’m having to let go of the trauma I went thru in those lives, & the fear I have of it happening again. I said to my granddaughter the other day “an identity is just like a suit of clothes – it is not harmful to change it” – also I realise I don’t have to stop being “a Peacenik” I just need to stop posting about it !! I love you EA & your team, & am so grateful to you for your insights, sharing & wisdom. I’m here for you, if you ever need me <3 One Love
teaching the teachers is what you always name as your goal. i think best is, to even focus stronger on that goal. by that, these teachers can spread your message without you beeing too much in the spotlight of mainstream. so thats an elegant way, to unite both of your goal : 1) awake a bigger audience ( aka the sleeper starseeds) nad 2) keep a stressfree family life. and bonus, … surprise surprise… you stay on your line , as you always said: i want to teach teachers ( you never said : i want to awake as much starseeds as possible………. and for a reason, that s something that can happen naturally, especially, if you focus even more on teaching the teachers — for exaple, helping more to connect your community… because the forum is really not good for connecting… and your telegram channel (the chat channel where we could connect really easy) is nearly not supported by you or your team ( i would say nearly ignored) even though telegram is soooo powerful to connect… however, stronger focus on teaching the teachers (empower them, activate them, connect them, use them aka give them tasks as a community, etc) would be effective and save . plus the power is wider spread, so harder to target / suppress. my opinion.
Hey EA! Love your content and I’ve been a huge supporter and follower until recently. Your advice about 2024 was to stop engaging in polarity – like it’s time to rise above polarity and stop playing the games all together. I’m working on building myself up and not engaging in polarity anymore – so I can’t watch all the reptilian, clone stuff without kind of wanting to puke (I don’t know why!) It just feels really off putting right now.
As a mom – with older kids now who has been in your shoes staring at huge forks in the road – what if you followed what your human body feels right now? Knowing that nothing is ever permanent. If safety is first and your body responds to that – then let that guide you. If your body is telling you that’s not right – then you have your answer.
You can always change your mind, that’s the beauty of life! I chose to play it safe while my kids were small because I really valued my time with them – along with their safety. I don’t regret it at all and now that they are older, I have the space to stop playing it safe and really go for it – and truth be told – I don’t think my market was ready for what I have to offer until now.
Whatever you believe is true – the question is: What are you choosing to believe right now?
Best wishes!
Do not sacrifice. The Age of Sacrifice is over. Do what you love. We do not want you to be in danger. Maybe remember what you said about 2024: if it’s not ‘f*** yes!’ then don’t do it..? And maybe later on you rethink it and move differently, you have that possibility. You are not alone, let others share the load. We don’t control outcomes so much, there is still mystery and how it evolves and there probably is a reason why you chose to have a family in this life, you’re doing something different this time around. Whatever you do we will surround you with love.
I don´t know what is for you to fear by speaking your truth. It´s your reptilian brain that is controlling your actions and thoughts what could happen – even so that you channeled the possible outcome of some scenarios. That´s typical reptilian control freak brain action.
You live right here right now so make it count and bring it on!
You planted the seeds, and we are your messengers too. They can’t take out all of us. You don’t have to put yourself so out there when it does not feel right, you are doing ENOUGH, you are doing SO MUCH.
Hi Elizabeth, I can understand why you are hesitating and reviewing now because you are a mother now. It’s biological. I think you have to manifest what you want and how it’s going to be for you. It doesn’t have to be dangerous and stressful. You can manifest no threat to yourself or your family. You can manifest a capacity in you for accepting love/hate in comments with compassion/ dispassion/ detachment or whatever. You can manifest no one recognising you in public except starseeds! You can manifest no death threats.
It seems obvious to me that the ‘bring it on! Do it all!’ timeline is the right one – but it might just be because I am like that! Your fears might manifest it as grim if you don’t acknowledge them and process them to put them to bed. I think if you do that then you can manifest it to happen the way you want, with you in control, safe, content, joyful and untouched by any low vibes. 💕Much love to you and yours.
As a way to maybe help you, I can say, that if it had not been for me “accidentally” finding you on YouTube one day, I would not have gotten nearly as far in my awakening. I would probably still be “stuck” in a lot of ways. Knowing there are bigger/greater things, but in a state of confusion. You helped me understand a lot more, guided me in ways that no one else could. I have a lot more answers to my questions because of you. You have been the light in the dark for myself and so many. I can say that it’s definitely a challenge to be questioned just within in my inner circle. I can only imagine being questioned, like you are, on a much larger, worldwide scale. But, I’ve heard that if it’s worth it, it ain’t necessarily easy. Just know, you have an entire family out here on Earth and an entire family “out there” to support you. Whatever you decide, let it resonate. Much love 🙂
Dear EA.. I so felt this video, what a tough position you are in! All your thoughts and concerns are so valid! And so many great comments here already. I found you (as an asleep starseed) in 2018, you woke me up and I have followed you ever since. I rarely comment, but today I want to. My intuition when I watched your video was “put your safety and that of your family first”. When you talked about the 2 timelines into your after life, it made me think again. Here are my thoughts:
1. You ARE reaching many many people already and will continue to do so, even if you “play it safe”. Which I don’t think you do, you speak your truth, you share your unique and amazing gifts, you are waking people up. The 10% sleeping starseed will find you like we all did.
2. Don’t be hard on yourself, take your time with this, there is no going back if you decide to go all in. It’s easier for us to say “do it”, we are not the ones taking the (very real) risks.
3. If it’s not a “fuck yes”, it’s a no. Quoting you 😊.
4. Ripping the band aid off is not always the best thing to do. Again, quoting you n GFL, re solar flares and cosmic disclosure.
5. Maybe there are more than 2 time lines? One more on a middle ground?
6. Like you said, you always chose the teacher mission in your lifetimes, and sacrificed a lot. Maybe this life time, it’s to fully experience living a human life, having family, enjoying your life and the balance you fought so hard for.
7. You can have it all. Find a middle ground.
8. Maybe it’s your competitive nature, your divine masculine and cosmic soul (wanting to be the one to complete the mission, wake up humanity and you sure have the skill and capacity to be the one), versus your divine feminine and human (to be a wife and mum, put yourself and family first, enjoy your last life on earth).
9. What does Nat think, feel, say about it? You are sharing this human life and parenthood together.
10. How do you feel when you think of Bodhi, in this dilemma?
11. Have you asked the GFL/guides directly for advice, incl your protection and safety?
12. Trust your instincts. Give yourself time for this decision. It’s a huge one.
13. We all love you so much, and support you
whatever you chose. We are behind you.
Thank you for all you do! Sending you much love ❤.
Sabina / New Zealand
point 3 haha , such a good quote… if it s not a “fuck yes”, it s a no (and please no important decisions before april, to kick in another quote…
I wonder if your guide’s meaning of sacrifice is that you don’t take the bigger route. The beauty of you and your content is how authentic you are… like showing up today and being real. I work in an industry where I’ve seen so many fresh lovely people who are beautiful just being themselves, change after they gain massive notoriety. They have to change for all of the reasons you mentioned. Balance is massively important in so many areas of life and my biggest struggle (I’m 60 with 3 kids) was that loss of balance and how that affected family long term. People (your starseeds) will discover and come to you as they continue to wake up – I think you can see that happening year after year. Even if there are the “big 3” who become mainstream, they may not be everyone’s big 3. You are that diamond in the rough and we lose that gem quality repeatedly as we see fame take over. Freedom to be you, to be happy, and to love is so crucial. Quoting from “Family Man”… “I choose us” xoxo
EA it sounds like you are reaching the next phase of your journey, as 2020 was a change in your journey when admitting to speaking with the GFL. We are all upgrading alongside you. We are all changing alongside you. Personally, I would rather that you and your content is growing, changing and going deeper as the times also change. I can get conspiracy news anywhere but you add something to it that I don’t see anywhere… You
As you are mulling over your options, you do seem to express more passion for the going all-in option. Your eyes brighten up, your voice sounds excited, your body language is more animated. Seems like you already know what aligns with you more.
Maybe take time for things to evolve naturally. As we are bringing in 5D, we still need to be happy where we are. I feel it will be two years before we are ready to take this sort of thing main stream. but you will know when it’s the right time – it will be easier when more of the truth is out, politically and there is more disclosure. At this point people will be looking for new leaders. Sometimes the dust needs to settle in order to see the horizon!
thank you so much for letting me know who I am.was drawn/guided to you.I needed to know the truth about who I am and that I’m not alone here.about humanity and where we are headed.truth is what is needed.we all have or will face being liked or hated when we speak the truth.speak of as much or as little as you feel comfortable with to be as safe as you feel you need to be.betelgeuse will supernova soon and we may become even more aware as with solar flares.as our awareness ascends higher we will doubt less and see more.thank you for the love you give and all the work that you do.
In the end, you and your wife need to make the decision together!! Although I can tell from the video which way you are leaning towards. Know that we will support you no matter what your decision will be. Xo
Most people don’t want to see wath is going on. Choose for what feel good for you.
Wow, first of all EA thank you for being so open and honest (as always) about what you are going through. That alone takes tremendous courage, you HAVE tremendous courage. I have recognized it time and time again in your work and your mission. The whole time during your video I was feeling the heaviness of this decision of how to move forward and I have felt that same heaviness in my own life. My contracts are much more open however, which has some serious pros and cons… but I digress. In my own life I have chosen to play it safe. I have chosen to make this life what I want and lean into that power of choice even at times I have felt resistance. Is it the right choice? 🤷♀️I have no idea, but it is my choice for this life so far. Your choice has to be your own too. You must stay true to that deepest heart inside you. You already know what it is, the harder part is how to navigate that in real time. Get with your team, reach out to experts, lean on us for support. You must keep yourself and your family safe, and there are methods for doing that. It only feels so scary because you don’t have a plan yet, well maybe it’s still scary but you are COURAGEOUS. It may take some time to figure out how to walk the line you need to walk, but you will figure it out. We have the upmost faith in you! Whatever decision you make, we will be there. As long as you stay true to YOU, you will succeed and have the support you need.
All the love 💕
Clara
EA, the world needs your gifts and abilities, we are behind you 100% It will be hard, idiot will be idiots, you’re need good security, but your army will grow so large and quick that good wins, they lose! So my little opinion is- FUCK Ya do it!
Thank you for making yourself vulnerable and asking for our thoughts in this matter. That really gives me that community feeling and I appreciate that so much. This could be my projection onto you because that is the way I am. Or you reflect that part of me and I feel that. I think it‘s the latter. And I also think you know what your essence is like as the warrior on the front line you have been so many times. I know it‘s a risk and there would be a lot of stress which will make you doubt if it was worth it, but not doing it could potentially make you restless because of the nature of your soul. Or it could be your biggest learning by choosing differently this time. Not being the one at the forfront. Yet I would have to be that in your place. That is just my nature. But I don‘t have a child yet. That might change it all. But what is your nature or your essence, the values that are so necessary for you that they‘ll help you sleep at night? It could be both. What feels more authentic to you?
Dear EA
After watching this Video I am very impressed about your honesty. You can have it both! And your reaction is totally understandable and comes from past life experiences
I live you! It doesn’t matter which decision you take!
But you came here with a mission. ❤️